Hey there~

It´s about time I start with little stories and pieces of information for my little babies which I have too many too (actually) count.

Random things will appear, too, so be aware~

Free - Kousei

Kousei
*17.12.
- white hair and light-green eyes
- angel-subspecies developed from a swan
- slim figure that makes him look taller

- too naive and easily tricked and swayed by others
- has the ability to heal but due to a mental disorder (which he made up himself) he can´t heal himself
- he loves basking in the sun and following Tenma who he adores (without remembering him from the time he had been bullied by him in his youth)
- gets less bruises s grown-up
- you can always see him smile but as far as real feelings go he is unable to feel them nor can he voice his own thoughts
- pretty much pitiable

After a young swan dies and the soul still lingers due to attachment, an angel-subspecies like Kousei gets born. He has been alone from the beginning, aimlessly wandering the earth searching for a reason to live. The first group he met with were ravens who knew of his ability to heal so they picked him up. They just used his powers on themselves after having done their bad deeds, treating him badly and just as a tool but Kousei didn´t bother since he didn´t know any better. Kousei never complained or shed a tear, one would only ever see him smile. That´s also a reason why the ravens got fed up with him a few years later. On one fateful day, Kousei injured himself and the ravens told him to heal himself (since that´s the only thing that gives him worth) but Kousei was unable to do so. Enraged by that, the reavens attacked him, broke his wings and injured his legs heavily. Tenma, who accidentally passed by, saved him (as percieved by Kousei) and Kousei mentally attached himself to his saviour. Since that day, Kousei hasn´t left Tenma´s side and tries to capture his attention, even willing to offer up his body. He even ignores Tenma´s refusal concerning them being a couple. Kousei knows that Tenma is sleeping around (he gets told that and even watches him secretly sometimes)but somehow Kousei is unable to understand that he´s just a passersby for Tenma. He gets told that he isn´t cared for at all and still is unable to comprehend the meaning. He was never taught so he can´t relate it to any experience. Furthermore, he fells insecure because Tenma refuses Kousei´s help when it comes to healing his wounds (>A true man heals his own wounds within a day!<) so unknown to him his effiminate behaviour and his urge to sleep with Tenma is a cry of help because Tenma won´t accept the only >worth< he has to offer.
Aside from all the difficulties those two get along pretty well and support each-other well enough. Maybe there will come a day when Kousei can heal his own wings and wounds so he can rescue Tenma (who - probably - bites off more than he can chew in a conflict with his Family one day).