Birdy...if you need someone to talk to please message me. We have recently lost a loved one too so I can relate a little. Please don't be shy. I'm here if you need me. December as a whole is just a terrible time for my family.

It's hard and I know it hurts but, time does slowly heal all wounds. Please try to have a merry Christmas.

Usagi

This has been so hard on you this year and I only wish I could be there to give you a big hug... and I will the next time we hang. It breaks my heart to hear how broken up you are about it even months later. Death isn't an easy thing and it'll take alot of time to heal. You take all the time in the world you need, and remember, I'm here whenever you need me. Take care of yourself and your family, okay?

:( Aww I'm so sorry to hear that my friend gives me tears in my eyes just from reading this becuase I know how you feel...Stay strong my dear friend it does gets better even know it doesn't always seems that way... :( I'll have you in my thoughts..