I get in moods like that, too, and I'm only 18. Any time my friends talk about their boyfriends or something, I wonder why I don't have one. But it will happen when it's supposed to happen. Don't let it bother you. :3
I get in these moods every so often.
This one was brought on by thinking about my cousin, who is a year younger than I am, getting married in the fall....
And how I keep finding out that all of my classmates are getting married or having kids. Then, there's me.
It'll pass soon enough.
I have no doubt I can love. I love my family, my friends.
I'm just not sure I can find someone special and feel more for that one person, if that makes any sense. I don't really understand emotions.
I want to know what love feels like, and for some reason I feel like I'll find someone I like and then get bored. Like I do with everything...
I see. Huh. You really doubt that you're meant to love? That's the craziest thing I ever heard! Girl, you're meant to love and be loved. Everyone is. There aren't any exceptions to that. It's one of the many things that happens to EVERYONE in life! I think feeling this way is also pretty normal for most people, too. So don't be so negative and think that way. You'll find someone someday, trust me! <3
I was a bit of a klutz as a kid... Well, I still am...
I have actually never fallen in love with someone before. I thought I did at the time, but looking back, I don't think it was really love. I enjoyed his company and thought of him as a good friend. He was my first in many things. But, when we broke it off, I didn't fell anything. No regret, no sadness, no happiness, no nothing out of the ordinary. Sure, I was sad we didn't hang out, but I'd be sad in the same way for not hanging out with my brother. There were no special feelings attached to him. I may have said I loved him, but I didn't really, and that's the part I wish I could take back.
As for my other exs, I never love loved them. There was never the question. It's one of the reasons why I wonder if I'm meant to love at all.
Wow, that's quite a story! Accidentally harming yourself like that? Seems like something I would have done when I was little, to be honest.
And yeah, I agree. I don't see a point in self-harm either. I know there are reasons people do it, rather it's for attention or not, but it just causes more harm......
Ya, I'm pretty much an open book. You ask, I'll tell. Kinda weird, I guess. ^^
Never purposefully self harmed. I was little once and saw my mom's razor and wanted to see what it did, so I ran it up my arm and knicked my wrist and made it bleed. That's the closest I've ever gotten.
I don't know, there's just something about purposefully hurting myself that I'd rather stay away from. I guess I just don't get how physical pain will numb the emotional pain. I think it just adds to it, and now you have more pain than what you started out with. Not to mention the scars people will ask you about later. Unless, of course, that's why they did it, for the attention. Because, I know some people like that... so ya... :)
This is a hard one since everyone I love and care about can make me the happiest. But, I suppose if I had to pick one person. I'd have to choose my youngest brother. He's 11. He talks to me about things going on in his life and asks for my advice. He's so full of life and bright. The stories he tells are great. He can make my whole day wonderful.
My secret is that I don't really have secrets. I don't hide anything from anyone. Unless, of course, they asked me not to tell. But, if it's something about me, I don't lie or anything to hide it. If you ask me, I'll tell you honestly. So. I guess a secret is that I don't really have any. :)
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Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
haha. Well, thanks!
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
I feel better knowing I'm not the only one that goes through moments like that. x3x
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
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Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
Ya, I know. I tell myself that all the time. I just go through moments. I'll be okay.
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
I get in moods like that, too, and I'm only 18. Any time my friends talk about their boyfriends or something, I wonder why I don't have one. But it will happen when it's supposed to happen. Don't let it bother you. :3
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
I get in these moods every so often.
This one was brought on by thinking about my cousin, who is a year younger than I am, getting married in the fall....
And how I keep finding out that all of my classmates are getting married or having kids. Then, there's me.
It'll pass soon enough.
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
Sorry :/ Wish there was something I could say to make ya feel better!
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
SO I've been told. haha. I'm tired of waiting though! Bleh.
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
He will. You can't go looking for it either. It'll find you. :)
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
I'll just sit here and wait patiently for that guy to find me,
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
You will. You'll find someone you love as more than a friend/family, and you surely won't get bored with them. Trust me! <3
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
I have no doubt I can love. I love my family, my friends.
I'm just not sure I can find someone special and feel more for that one person, if that makes any sense. I don't really understand emotions.
I want to know what love feels like, and for some reason I feel like I'll find someone I like and then get bored. Like I do with everything...
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
I see. Huh. You really doubt that you're meant to love? That's the craziest thing I ever heard! Girl, you're meant to love and be loved. Everyone is. There aren't any exceptions to that. It's one of the many things that happens to EVERYONE in life! I think feeling this way is also pretty normal for most people, too. So don't be so negative and think that way. You'll find someone someday, trust me! <3
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
I was a bit of a klutz as a kid... Well, I still am...
I have actually never fallen in love with someone before. I thought I did at the time, but looking back, I don't think it was really love. I enjoyed his company and thought of him as a good friend. He was my first in many things. But, when we broke it off, I didn't fell anything. No regret, no sadness, no happiness, no nothing out of the ordinary. Sure, I was sad we didn't hang out, but I'd be sad in the same way for not hanging out with my brother. There were no special feelings attached to him. I may have said I loved him, but I didn't really, and that's the part I wish I could take back.
As for my other exs, I never love loved them. There was never the question. It's one of the reasons why I wonder if I'm meant to love at all.
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/06/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
Wow, that's quite a story! Accidentally harming yourself like that? Seems like something I would have done when I was little, to be honest.
And yeah, I agree. I don't see a point in self-harm either. I know there are reasons people do it, rather it's for attention or not, but it just causes more harm......
Alrighty! Ummmm ♥
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/05/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
Ya, I'm pretty much an open book. You ask, I'll tell. Kinda weird, I guess. ^^
Never purposefully self harmed. I was little once and saw my mom's razor and wanted to see what it did, so I ran it up my arm and knicked my wrist and made it bleed. That's the closest I've ever gotten.
I don't know, there's just something about purposefully hurting myself that I'd rather stay away from. I guess I just don't get how physical pain will numb the emotional pain. I think it just adds to it, and now you have more pain than what you started out with. Not to mention the scars people will ask you about later. Unless, of course, that's why they did it, for the attention. Because, I know some people like that... so ya... :)
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/05/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
No secrets at all? That's unexpected, haha!
Alrighty then!
@
:)
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
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Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
Everything's been on theO at least once.
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
Yeah, just this one. Oh? I didn't know they've been on here before. lol
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
Maybe this particular one. I've seen these before. They just kind of disappeared for awhile. Thanks for bringing it back.
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
Yeah, but I was the first to post this on TheO. lol
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Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
@littlepooch:
This is a hard one since everyone I love and care about can make me the happiest. But, I suppose if I had to pick one person. I'd have to choose my youngest brother. He's 11. He talks to me about things going on in his life and asks for my advice. He's so full of life and bright. The stories he tells are great. He can make my whole day wonderful.
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
@Morbid Dollie:
My secret is that I don't really have secrets. I don't hide anything from anyone. Unless, of course, they asked me not to tell. But, if it's something about me, I don't lie or anything to hide it. If you ask me, I'll tell you honestly. So. I guess a secret is that I don't really have any. :)
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
Lol. I do this on Tumblr all the time. There are so many of these floating around. They're a lot of fun.
littlepooch
Patchwork Rabbit (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
☼
Other random 10 characters so I can post this comment :D
Morbid Dollie
Strawberry (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
!
-those with the biggest hearts hurt the most
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 04/01/12 | Reply
DANG IT. I STARTED SOMETHING. *was the first to post this*