@DemonsandAngels:

No problem :)

@Amestar:

I know you are. And, I appreciate it. thank you.

@DemonsandAngels:

I'm here for you :)

@Amestar:

Maybe.....

@DemonsandAngels:

Maybe something'll happen...

@Amestar:

I just am in an impossible position because I'd hurt more people than I would help. SO, I'm not gonna do it.

@DemonsandAngels:

I like my friend, and I'm not suppose to feel that way, but I do.

@Amestar:

i can't. I'm not supposed to feel that way. He's said many times that he'd never consider dating me. We're friends. Nothing more.

@DemonsandAngels:

Tell your friend how you feel and see how it goes?

@Amestar:

I have. Been doing it for the past day and a half. I see everything. Both sides of the coin. But, I just can't decide what I want.

@DemonsandAngels:

Maybe you should take a step back and look at it all?

@Amestar:

I know.... I would rather never say anything to my friends, though. No matter what happens between Joe and I.

@DemonsandAngels:

It doesn't
and it sucks to say it but:
You gotta pick

@Amestar:

I love and care about him too much to do that. I know it sounds pathetic....

@DemonsandAngels:

Why's that???

@Amestar:

I can't :(

@DemonsandAngels:

Or dump him

@Amestar:

i can't. I have a bf. So i shouldn't even feel this way no matter how fucked up our relationship is right now. Better that they work it out and i just get over my fucking feelings.

I'm sorry! Tell them how you feel?