@elricbrothersfan:

I do need a vacation. From everyone and everything unless I want them there. lol.

Sounds like you need a vacation... maybe you should have a moviethon and eat popcorn and try to find your happy place or something like that.

@Sarasface:

I just need time. Like usual.

@DemonsandAngels:

Okay then, that's good.

@Sarasface:

I think it'll work itself out. It always does.

@DemonsandAngels:

Do you think it would help if you talked to someone about how much this bothers you, or do you think it will work itself out in time?

@Sarasface:

My friends all know about it. But, no one really knows to the extent.

@DemonsandAngels:

It seems like you worry about this a lot, for it to spill over into your dreams. Just wondering, have you talked to anyone about this outside of theO?

@Sarasface:

That's exactly why I think I had that dream. the classmates part is me feeling like nothing's changed and they don't like me still, too. Just a very unsettling dream because everything I'm afraid of happening did. And when everything went wrong, I was all alone.

Yikes. This is an intense dream. I'm not a pro dream interpreter, but I have an idea here. I think your dream may be because of things that have been bothering you in real life. (Worried about guys who have a crush on you, worried about keeping your relationship a secret from Rich, worried about prioritizing your own life over Joe, worried about not being as good as your dad at coaching, and worried about losing Joe.) Do you think that's true? (you don't have to tell me, I realize it's a bit of a personal question) but anyway, I hope you feel better since having this dream.