AlexaClyne is a walking paradox and a frustrated artist who is easily excited by fangirl-worthy things... and dogs. She loves to have soundtracks to spice up her life and imagine herself in the movies/TV shows she has seen and loved. She is shy yet outgoing (a paradox, exactly), but can be anxious in social situations. She thought she wouldn't fit in the degree she took (Communication) but fell in love with it because she does enjoy writing and producing films or advertisements after all. She has a thing for scarves, long-sleeves and coats and wished that tropical weather would permit her to wear them the time.

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Emotionally Compromised

aaahhh I'm so stressed out right now and it's pretty much my fault because I'm the worst with time management.

I keep getting headaches and every sort of pain you get from stress and I barely eat or sleep well.

I want to curl into a ball and let everything work out on its own.
I'm too overwhelmed and it's not even that much and I hate myself for feeling this way.
I'm crying over the pettiest things but I have to keep my head up and face the world or else everything would fall apart.
I don't know what to do.
I want to take a break from everything but I can't.
My schedule won't let me.
I have responsibilities.
I can't back down but I'm too scared to stay aground.
I have to hide the tears and these petty feelings because they'd think I'm being too emotional and I don't want them to think that way.
I don't want to be a burden.
But I keep on becoming one. To everyone. All the time.

I'm so sorry for posting something too personal and depressing.
I need to let out these feeling that I've been keeping to myself. Because if I don't, I'll break down and fall apart.

I have a wordpress!

A Mad Artist with A Blog

It's not that interesting. Just stuff and such. Don't even bother, ahahahaha

COOOOMICOOOON

I AM GOING I AM SOOO GOING NO WAY IN HELL I AM NOT GOING I'VE NEVER PROPERLY BEEN TO ONE AND I AM SO GOING AND I HAVE A FEW FRIENDS WHO ARE GOING SO I AM SO GOING
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW EXCITED I AM AT THIS AND IT'S ONLY ONE JEEPNEY RIDE AWAY FROM HOME AND AGAHGAGHAGG I MIGHT COSPLAY IF I GET THE CHANCE OH MY GOD I MIGHT SEE PEOPLE AND COSPLAY AND STUFF AND I JUST CAN'T

wow, I've been away for two months, wow

I am ashamed, I'm so sorry

Hey ho theO! I'm already a sophomore. Ehehehehe. ♥

Wahaha, I can't believe it's been so long since I've been on theO like where did time go.

I'm starting to watch Death Note! (I know I'm so late but hey at least I started watching it) I also saw Man of Steel with my family the other day and it didn't disappoint. I thought I might not like it because soooo many movie adaptations and remakes disappointed me so I didn't expect much even after watching the trailer BUT I WAS SO SO WRONG AND IT WAS AMAZING AND BRILLIANTLY DONE AND THE CINEMATOGRAPHY, WOOOOOW. GO WATCH ITTTT.

(copy/pasted from my dA journal because I'm a lazybutt ahahaha)

So! My summer, basically:

- raising ELEVEN puppies (and then giving them away except for Sherlock and Sammy ♥)

- summer magazine production (layouting eight pages within a few weeks is no joke, that I've learned. But the results were astounding, for me. The production was smooth sailing, thank God.)

- crying over Doctor Who (season 7 SEASON 7 SEASON SEVEN SEVENTH SEASON FEEEEELINGS ALL OVER I CAN'T GO ON I'M SOBBING SOMEBODY SKIN ME INTO A PAIR OF SHOES)

- tumblring (tbh I think it's a routine now)

- watching Supernatural (season 2 left me emotionally scarred HAHA NO /awaits season 3/ )

- sketching (not that much but hey if I don't practice I'll unlearn my drawing skills and I don't want that to happen).

- watched Iron Man 3 (IT'S AMAZING AND PEPPER WAS BADASS AND UGH MY FEELINGSSSS)

- weird Doctor Who related dreams (one had a weird plot with a paradox going on and even Weeping Angels were in it, and it felt like being in DW episode and I'm just WOW-- gonna tell the whole story in my dream world)

- MAY FOUR (attended a family reunion, went to this mall for the first time, saw cosplayers, cried and frustrated with myself because I was too shy to ask them to have pictures taken of/with them, saw a few old friends again-- basically that day I feel emotional and you wouldn't understand why)

- shopped for myself (a couple of brassieres, a shirt and short pants)

- made poems

- fell in love with David Tennant

- shipping Doctor/Rose likE NO TOMMOROW

SO ME SUMMED UP IN A GIF:

And my debut's coming up this July. YOU'RE ALL INVITED OKAY SO YOU GUYS BETTER GO I'm kinda planning for my debut (not whole-heartedly though- I don't want a debut, I want a ticket to London or Disneyland or have a roadtrip or travel with the Doctor---*coughs*)
I hope I could throw in a few fandom references without ruining a few things (I might get meself a TARDIS cake or something, ehehehehehe)

SO HEEEEY HOW YOU GUYS DOIN
and yeah, I'm alive
barely
HUGS FOR EVERYONE!

BABIES-- I mean, PUPPIES

I caught a flu the night she gave birth to her puppies. AND I SUFFERED FOR ONE WEEK. And I didn't use my bedroom for that long, HEEE.
She gave birth to eight puppies, the biggest batch she had so far! :'D We lost two of them though (the first white one and a black one, both girls ;___; ) so we're left with six male puppies. AHHHH THEY'RE SO ADORABLE I JUST, AHHHH.

THEY'RE SLEEPING ON HER FACE.

Days later, Prettie gives birth (gave me so much of a scare because she kept trying but the puppies seemed to be stuck inside. Q_Q)She gave birth to five, big puppies. In our living room. In front of the TV/stereo area. ♥

So we have ELEVEN PUPPIESYAAAY. Currently, Beautie's babies are walking while Prettie's have their eyes open. It's gonna be havoc when they start walking too. 8DDD