AlexaClyne is a walking paradox and a frustrated artist who is easily excited by fangirl-worthy things... and dogs. She loves to have soundtracks to spice up her life and imagine herself in the movies/TV shows she has seen and loved. She is shy yet outgoing (a paradox, exactly), but can be anxious in social situations. She thought she wouldn't fit in the degree she took (Communication) but fell in love with it because she does enjoy writing and producing films or advertisements after all. She has a thing for scarves, long-sleeves and coats and wished that tropical weather would permit her to wear them the time.

deviantart. tumblr. twitter.tegaki.e. anipan. sketchblog. wordpress.
instagram.

And there she goes, all grown up~

Waaaaah how long have I disappeared again!? @____@

I should be studying for midterms and doing this one thing but I feel bad for not making a post, even a small one, to let you all know that I'm alive, life has been fantastic despite how busy college has made me, and that I really miss being in theO and spending time with the brilliant people here. :'D

So, um, first off, I'm, well, gonna confess something.

Uhm,
well...
(wah)
*mumbles to herself* this is awkward hahahaha
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I'm not single~

//buries herself ten feet under the ground

Yyyyeah, so I got a boyfriend weeks after my debut. Not really a long story, but basically things escalated too quickly and we got together. But don't worry! He's a brilliant God-fearing guy and I was really surprised that he even liked me that way. |D;;;

GUYS I'M EIGHTEEN (wow, I'm old, haha!) and I got thinner (I'm pretty much just skin and bones ahahahah) in my second year as a Journalism student with all the activities to do and deadlines to kill. I could really feel my status as a college student. xD

And oh! I got to be Rapunzel for our English 3 class! We had a character impersonation for our Midterm exams and it was the perfect excuse to cosplay. <3 Thankfully, I got a perfect grade for it! //spazzes happily

Also, I had a hair cut. <3 I let go of my almost 10-year-old loooong hair. I had no regrets. In fact, I love it. (I look like Rukia, huehuehue <3)

I'm constantly on facebook so I could get in touch with my classmates so if you want to get in touch with me, that would be the best place for now. :) I wish all of you the best in your personal endeavors! And thank you to all who cared to greet me on my birthday! I'm really touched, even thought there's only a small number of you compared to when I was still active. <3

My 18th birthday was the best day ever in my whole life (I HAD TONS OF PRESENTS GAAAAH) and I might blog about it when I find the time. :D Seriously, a lot happened in real life and if only I had amazing blogging skills. //sobs

Here's me. I guess you all deserve to see how much I changed (or how I didn't xD)
See? New hair! And that's my not-so-accurate Rapunzel dress. And look at them eyebags, eheheheh <3

Thank you sooo so much for your time. I know only a few of you would read this. I don't know why I'm super giddy right now ehehehe but, yeah. I love you all! <3

-Ayin

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Prelims week and I'm turning 18 this Sunday.

Emotionally Compromised

aaahhh I'm so stressed out right now and it's pretty much my fault because I'm the worst with time management.

I keep getting headaches and every sort of pain you get from stress and I barely eat or sleep well.

I want to curl into a ball and let everything work out on its own.
I'm too overwhelmed and it's not even that much and I hate myself for feeling this way.
I'm crying over the pettiest things but I have to keep my head up and face the world or else everything would fall apart.
I don't know what to do.
I want to take a break from everything but I can't.
My schedule won't let me.
I have responsibilities.
I can't back down but I'm too scared to stay aground.
I have to hide the tears and these petty feelings because they'd think I'm being too emotional and I don't want them to think that way.
I don't want to be a burden.
But I keep on becoming one. To everyone. All the time.

I'm so sorry for posting something too personal and depressing.
I need to let out these feeling that I've been keeping to myself. Because if I don't, I'll break down and fall apart.