Haha yeah, it helped a lot too. There was so much getting on my nerves and I was trying to “ignore” it all that it started to eat at me. All the ranting really did help. I need a clear mind before I can start actively start to changing my mood. It’s hard too but I’m trying, my mood been up and down for the last week. I think it’s a lot to do with my family and their problems. It’s like I’m starting to pick up their negative energies or something. I know I always feel better while I’m outside but since it’s so hot this week I doubt that I’ll be outside.
Yeah my mom is concerned about the bill but my dad is here and should be able to put something to it. They should be talking about this kind of stuff but the both of them are really stubborn so it’s like the opposite effect and nothing gets done. My dad brought fans which I’m thankful for A LOT especially since the computer area gets really hot but I feel like we should be able to have AC in the house. That and it shouldn’t be such a burden to do. I know my mom would love the fact to come into a cool house and won’t be complaining then. It’s just really hard to make “must needed” changes in the house. It’s just crazy, no wonder my mood is really whacked out lately. I just try to not to think about it and enjoy myself.
Don’t be sorry its fine really. I don’t like asking my dad for anything either since he has a long history of having his random mood swings and such. I just wish wouldn’t make so many promises of doing this and that and does nothing towards them. I rather him not mention anything, at least I don’t have my hopes up about it. It really makes me mad since I dealt with this for as long as I can remember. So now I’m older and still have to see the same thing again is pure madness. I thought he was going to be different since he didn’t have work stressing him out but I was wrong. I just hope everything sorts itself out.
Thanks, I do feel better and I’m definitely working on that!
*hugs* Aw, that was quite the rant! But that's ok. I bet it really helped you. :) I know that's why I like to write posts...they make me feel better.
Sounds like you're having a rough time at home. That house is up to no good for you!! :[ No AC, a useless dad, arguing, etc. Not fun at all. I'm really sorry about that. I hope that you can figure out someway to get an area to yourself where you can do your crafts. Do you have those little fans? Get some more to attempt to cool yourselves off! And is AC THAT hard to get? Can't your family spend a little more so you're not suffering?
As for your dad, I've heard that a lot from people...about their dads. I guess I'm lucky with mine. Aha, he just avoids the whole promise breaking thing by not making any promises at all. >>' And I sort of avoid him having to by not asking him for anything lol. Sorry again about that.
*hugs* Try to cheer up though. Find some bright spots in all that you just complained about. Try to think of solutions. You'll be fine. :)
:3 Thank you, we just went to the market so I got some good kinds too. I’m going to do that after the party ends in the front pouch. Doing things that distract me from these problems really helps. Tomorrow should be a better day. :3
o_o D= *pats* I hope you feel better. Maybe try and drink some tea or something or watch stupid Ed Ed and Eddy shows or something.... it might make you feel better.
Yours Truly
The Queen of Sweet (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/05/10 | Reply
@Angel Zakuro:
Haha yeah, it helped a lot too. There was so much getting on my nerves and I was trying to “ignore” it all that it started to eat at me. All the ranting really did help. I need a clear mind before I can start actively start to changing my mood. It’s hard too but I’m trying, my mood been up and down for the last week. I think it’s a lot to do with my family and their problems. It’s like I’m starting to pick up their negative energies or something. I know I always feel better while I’m outside but since it’s so hot this week I doubt that I’ll be outside.
Yeah my mom is concerned about the bill but my dad is here and should be able to put something to it. They should be talking about this kind of stuff but the both of them are really stubborn so it’s like the opposite effect and nothing gets done. My dad brought fans which I’m thankful for A LOT especially since the computer area gets really hot but I feel like we should be able to have AC in the house. That and it shouldn’t be such a burden to do. I know my mom would love the fact to come into a cool house and won’t be complaining then. It’s just really hard to make “must needed” changes in the house. It’s just crazy, no wonder my mood is really whacked out lately. I just try to not to think about it and enjoy myself.
Don’t be sorry its fine really. I don’t like asking my dad for anything either since he has a long history of having his random mood swings and such. I just wish wouldn’t make so many promises of doing this and that and does nothing towards them. I rather him not mention anything, at least I don’t have my hopes up about it. It really makes me mad since I dealt with this for as long as I can remember. So now I’m older and still have to see the same thing again is pure madness. I thought he was going to be different since he didn’t have work stressing him out but I was wrong. I just hope everything sorts itself out.
Thanks, I do feel better and I’m definitely working on that!
Take care!
Angel Zakuro
bird nerd. (Otaku Angel) | Posted 07/04/10 | Reply
*hugs* Aw, that was quite the rant! But that's ok. I bet it really helped you. :) I know that's why I like to write posts...they make me feel better.
Sounds like you're having a rough time at home. That house is up to no good for you!! :[ No AC, a useless dad, arguing, etc. Not fun at all. I'm really sorry about that. I hope that you can figure out someway to get an area to yourself where you can do your crafts. Do you have those little fans? Get some more to attempt to cool yourselves off! And is AC THAT hard to get? Can't your family spend a little more so you're not suffering?
As for your dad, I've heard that a lot from people...about their dads. I guess I'm lucky with mine. Aha, he just avoids the whole promise breaking thing by not making any promises at all. >>' And I sort of avoid him having to by not asking him for anything lol. Sorry again about that.
*hugs* Try to cheer up though. Find some bright spots in all that you just complained about. Try to think of solutions. You'll be fine. :)
Take care~
SojiRem
Otaku Legend | Posted 07/04/10 | Reply
@Yours Truly:
^-^ and eat some sweets or something xD you're always taking pictures of them.
Yours Truly
The Queen of Sweet (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/04/10 | Reply
@SojiRem:
I sure will thank you! :3
SojiRem
Otaku Legend | Posted 07/04/10 | Reply
@Yours Truly:
I hope you feel better :3. Take care ok?
Yours Truly
The Queen of Sweet (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 07/04/10 | Reply
@SojiRem:
:3 Thank you, we just went to the market so I got some good kinds too. I’m going to do that after the party ends in the front pouch. Doing things that distract me from these problems really helps. Tomorrow should be a better day. :3
SojiRem
Otaku Legend | Posted 07/04/10 | Reply
o_o D= *pats* I hope you feel better. Maybe try and drink some tea or something or watch stupid Ed Ed and Eddy shows or something.... it might make you feel better.