I think your older then me because you were born in 88' while I was born in 89', yay 80's babies! It's no wonder we like the same stuff haha!
Dawww, that means a lot to me! :) Yeah, I always uphold a strong disposition even when life got tough. It's funny because I wasn't always like that, I was as soft as a sponge when I was a kid. I got tougher into my teens like a said before but it leveled it self out nicely. In the last year though I've gotten a lot softer, I cry so much more now where I didn't after childhood (I was the cry baby out the group lol). I guess you can say I feel a lot more human because I'm not cutting off that softer part of me where I use to at all cost just to stay strong. Now I can cry my eyes out and still be strong LOL!
But yeah, I agree with you too, I'm a lot more positive now even when things get crazy. Though I still get mad and angry enough to write angry posts, but decide to not share since I'm just letting of steam then "I feel strongly about this issue". I remember going back to my old world posts like in my collage days and such and see how negative I was. So much doom and gloom, I couldn't believe that I talked the way I did! I don't think it's bad to complain when it's needed but every other post was like that. Then again, my life was one big hellistic rollercoaster back then too lol. I'm glad that I can uphold a positive attitude now even when things don't go my way, it makes life a lot easier!
Yeah, I dislike children, I plan to not have any XD...
Oh yes, no matter what form it's in, it's still bullying. I'm so sorry to hear about that too *super hugs*. People, especially in grade school can be envious, it's crazy! I don't understand why people/kids act the way they do besides the obvious (jealous/envy/anger issues/etc) if people were a lot more emphatic towards others bulling wouldn't be such a problem these days. But yeah she sounds like a freak'n psycho if she did that for THAT long. Like come on, is there nothing else in your life that can't take up your time. People really are crazy and should really watch what they do because it shows how much they lack in their life, plus you don't know the damage of the words you use against people. People really need to be more responsible in their life.
Haha yeah, I think I was born anti-social, as soon as my mom would drop me off ANYWHERE I didn't know a person I would freak out terribly. I didn't get over that till sometime in kindergarten... Ugh so embarrassing thinking back LOL!
I'm a bit more relaxed about it now but I generally like to stay in the house, relax and not be bothered by anyone (actually I think I gotten a lot worst LOL). I don't go out in groups much or with anyone I don't know, though doing so with some people gave me my best friends! :)
That reminds me that while I was at the anime convention I was SO annoyed because of the everything that was going on. The music, people it was all too much, I just wanted to go back to the hotel and relax haha. But I did have a nice time, it was just really draining, till of course the rave started and HOLY CRAP did my mood changed completely. There is nothing like a good rave. Everything that I was annoyed about completely went away!
Aww thank you and you're welcome! I just have urges to write things like this once in a while haha!
We're the same age. I know it seems like we're always older than most here though lol. XD But it doesn't matter how old you are. We will always have our difficulties in life, in the present and past, and it's hard to get over them. But from knowing you, I know you're a strong person, and you're always so positive now. It's hard to tell that you had such a rough past with bullying and all because of how you are now...always looking on the bright side and stuff.
kids are the worst...I know what you mean. I think everyone here on theO and elsewhere can empathize with you, being bullied for sticking out in one way or another. And bullying doesn't just have to be physical of course...but verbal and emotional. That's what I always got. The verbal abuse...the psychological abuse...from elementary school on through high school, there was this one girl that tormented me. She never got over it. She was jealous of me cause I would get good grades, and who knows what else. I don't know what drove her to be the way she was, but I was always afraid of her because of how she'd treat me...I mean, really? Even in 11th grade?? Ugh. But yeah...
These things do make us want to shy away from people and be anti-social. :/ I know I'm like that...I can socialize fine online, but I always avoid doing things with people IRL. >>
*hugs* I'm glad you made it through your past with the bullying and all. And thanks for sharing. :)
Yours Truly
The Queen of Sweet (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/27/12 | Reply
@Angel Zakuro:
Haha yeah XD Old people unite!
I think your older then me because you were born in 88' while I was born in 89', yay 80's babies! It's no wonder we like the same stuff haha!
Dawww, that means a lot to me! :) Yeah, I always uphold a strong disposition even when life got tough. It's funny because I wasn't always like that, I was as soft as a sponge when I was a kid. I got tougher into my teens like a said before but it leveled it self out nicely. In the last year though I've gotten a lot softer, I cry so much more now where I didn't after childhood (I was the cry baby out the group lol). I guess you can say I feel a lot more human because I'm not cutting off that softer part of me where I use to at all cost just to stay strong. Now I can cry my eyes out and still be strong LOL!
But yeah, I agree with you too, I'm a lot more positive now even when things get crazy. Though I still get mad and angry enough to write angry posts, but decide to not share since I'm just letting of steam then "I feel strongly about this issue". I remember going back to my old world posts like in my collage days and such and see how negative I was. So much doom and gloom, I couldn't believe that I talked the way I did! I don't think it's bad to complain when it's needed but every other post was like that. Then again, my life was one big hellistic rollercoaster back then too lol. I'm glad that I can uphold a positive attitude now even when things don't go my way, it makes life a lot easier!
Yeah, I dislike children, I plan to not have any XD...
Oh yes, no matter what form it's in, it's still bullying. I'm so sorry to hear about that too *super hugs*. People, especially in grade school can be envious, it's crazy! I don't understand why people/kids act the way they do besides the obvious (jealous/envy/anger issues/etc) if people were a lot more emphatic towards others bulling wouldn't be such a problem these days. But yeah she sounds like a freak'n psycho if she did that for THAT long. Like come on, is there nothing else in your life that can't take up your time. People really are crazy and should really watch what they do because it shows how much they lack in their life, plus you don't know the damage of the words you use against people. People really need to be more responsible in their life.
Haha yeah, I think I was born anti-social, as soon as my mom would drop me off ANYWHERE I didn't know a person I would freak out terribly. I didn't get over that till sometime in kindergarten... Ugh so embarrassing thinking back LOL!
I'm a bit more relaxed about it now but I generally like to stay in the house, relax and not be bothered by anyone (actually I think I gotten a lot worst LOL). I don't go out in groups much or with anyone I don't know, though doing so with some people gave me my best friends! :)
That reminds me that while I was at the anime convention I was SO annoyed because of the everything that was going on. The music, people it was all too much, I just wanted to go back to the hotel and relax haha. But I did have a nice time, it was just really draining, till of course the rave started and HOLY CRAP did my mood changed completely. There is nothing like a good rave. Everything that I was annoyed about completely went away!
Aww thank you and you're welcome! I just have urges to write things like this once in a while haha!
Angel Zakuro
bird nerd. (Otaku Angel) | Posted 05/27/12 | Reply
We're the same age. I know it seems like we're always older than most here though lol. XD But it doesn't matter how old you are. We will always have our difficulties in life, in the present and past, and it's hard to get over them. But from knowing you, I know you're a strong person, and you're always so positive now. It's hard to tell that you had such a rough past with bullying and all because of how you are now...always looking on the bright side and stuff.
kids are the worst...I know what you mean. I think everyone here on theO and elsewhere can empathize with you, being bullied for sticking out in one way or another. And bullying doesn't just have to be physical of course...but verbal and emotional. That's what I always got. The verbal abuse...the psychological abuse...from elementary school on through high school, there was this one girl that tormented me. She never got over it. She was jealous of me cause I would get good grades, and who knows what else. I don't know what drove her to be the way she was, but I was always afraid of her because of how she'd treat me...I mean, really? Even in 11th grade?? Ugh. But yeah...
These things do make us want to shy away from people and be anti-social. :/ I know I'm like that...I can socialize fine online, but I always avoid doing things with people IRL. >>
*hugs* I'm glad you made it through your past with the bullying and all. And thanks for sharing. :)
Take care~