Once again I have to live in complete and utter bullshit.
Why do I have to live in such disappointment? Why do I have to deal with others insecurities? Why do the people that we despise most take SO long to DROP OFF THE EARTH?
I hate my neighborhood, I hate my neighbor, and I hate the environment that I’m in. I hate people more and more because of this and I wish my neighbor really was dead or at least in the nut house the place where she needs to be.
I’m going to be honest, when she got rolled into that ambulance a lot of me was happy because I knew for sure that the shit will stop here. The lying, drama, bullshit everything. Knowing that she was okay was good too since I thought she would move on to bigger and better things right?
EPICALLY WRONG, I WAS A FOOL TO EVEN THINK THAT.
Once again our neighbor Ms.Madelyn started up a completely random and out of the blue shit storm today this evening. She lied to her family that my older sister called her a “bitch” and other rude names ON THE PHONE THIS MORNING. Her fucking shitty family was at our door hooting and causing dumb shit for something that never happened. They wanted her to come out and “talk” (yeah okay). This morning in question no one was awake and if they were they sure wasn’t one the phone cussing her out, we don’t even have her number! I MEAN WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE.
AND OF COURSE MY FAMILY IS TIRED OF IT. Soon enough fights will break out because no one has brains or the patience for this anymore. Which is what she wants. She wants us to go fight and put our hands on her so she can have a case. And I hate to see anyone get hurt even if it is ms douche bag because we SHOULD BE ABOVE THIS. Like come on, we have our own lives why do we need to waste time on making some one miserable. NOT TO MENTION MADELYN CAME FROM THE HOSPITAL. And she was carrying on about her blood pressure and stress. YOUR CAUSING THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU JACK ASS WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM. Then my mom calls the cops and the officer did was “go file this at this address, we can’t do anything till you do that”. USELESS FUCKING COPS IF THIS IS WHAT THE CITY IS PAYING YOU TO DO THEN THEY SHOULD CUT INTO YOUR SALIERS FOR REAL.
I swear on everything that’s holy I just want this shit to STOP. BUT NO.
Ms.ASS HOLE has to start up stuff, lie on my family, and just be a fucking douche bag. Then a half hour ago my mom and her was going back and forth. My older sister and her boyfriend were going to go out there but my mom was in the way thank goodness. The last thing we need is to have violence between us. CAUSE YOU KNOW PEOPLE ARE STUPID AND HAVE TO ADD FULE TO THE FIRE FOR THE REST OF THEIR STUPID LIVES.
I just went to a funeral DO I REALLY HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS? SOMETHING SO MINOR THAT’S NOT EVEN TRUE IN THE FRIST PLACE?
I just want to live my life and not have to worry about the neighbor starting shit and now my family is at each other. My dad is threatening to move out and blaming my mom for EVERYTHING IN THIS SITUATION. YEAH DAD MY MOM STARTED ALL THIS. He’s so quick to blame everything on my mom too as always and I hate that because he can’t even see whats really going on. OH YEAH, he was always missing in action while our neighbor is calling HIS wife A WHORE. I know your old and don’t want to deal with this shit either but damn at least so SOME SUPPORT. And not when its 20 minutes AFTER THE FACT.
All I want to do is move out and get out of this neighborhood and away from these people. I just want peace, draw, create and not be bothered by people and their shit. PLEASE JUMP OFF A SKY SCRAPER MS.DUCHY BAG. YOU WILL NOT BE MISS, WHATEVER BAD COMES TO YOU THROUGH THIS YOU DESERVE IT BIG TIME. YOU WERE GIVIEN A SECOND CHANCE AND YOUR FUCKING IT UP BIG TIME.
Sorry for abusive language, tone, subject, and god awful grammar.
I’m just really fucking pissed off and upset right now.
Couldn't say it better myself.
