Hello, hello. This is Tenshi. Just sending you all an update. I thank those who read my blog and thanks to all my subbers. You guys rawk. The other day I saw some psycho-therapists. You may ask: Therapists, are you crazy? I'm starting to think, yes a little. Sometimes, I do what is called magical thinking. Kinda ADHD. I feel I must feel a certain way to do a task of I will cause calamity. Evem examined I laughed, when I said it out loud. They asked why. It sounds so strange, that I need to think in a certain way, or worry on a doomsday front. Today, I got to courier a package I must say, I don't mind be a golpher or delievery boy. I don't know why, being out when its warm just feels good. I was also doing some new research on possible, fundraising not really my forte but gotta be done. I also did a rough inking job on a simple pic as pratice, I need alot of work for: Posing. Anyhow, that is all I have to report. Have a good day.
-Tenshi (Bunny King)
I have been lacking of artworks and e-cards and updates as often as I'd like. Things have been up a lot this year from MRI, to seeing about getting a psychologist, to dealing with the past issues, to be in an art block for a few months. I finally feel more inspired to get better at Lineart, sketching and digital colouring. I have seen trying to figure out how to get hair to shine right, lines to be free flowing, and things like that. I have been busy volunteering at the Red Cross under the CANSA program. Also I made some signs and Logos under this program too. I get paid every two weeks. I am saving up for a top of the line WACOM Tablet. (My Old WACOM is losing pressure and response it once had.) I also think getting out here and to a job is helping my loneliness and depression. I hope, you guys on here don't think I left because I am still around, you can PM me if you like.
I most likely will not be on today. I'll still be thinking and plotting new ideas.
-Tenshi
Borrowed FROM Starry.
ABOUT YOU:
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Dirty blonde
Height: 6'1"
Favorite Color: Teal
Screen Name: TenshiHoshino
Favorite Show: Anime: The Guyver Tv: Transformers Animated
Your Car: None
Your First Crush's Name: Rose from back at umm...Elementary days
HAVE YOU EVER:
Sat on your rooftop? Yes.
Kissed someone in the rain? In my dreams.
Danced in a public place? Yes.
Smiled for no reason? No. I only smile when I feel like it.
Laughed so hard you cried? Yes.
Peed your pants after age 8? Yes.
Written a song? Sorta.
Sang to someone for no reason? Sometimes.
Performed on a stage? Yes.
Talked to someone you don't know? Yes.
Gone out of your way to befriend someone? A few times.
Made out in a theater? I wish. :D
Been in love? Only a crush, never real love.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO:
Say HI to you? Soul when I came in. Or Star on The Chat room.
Tell you, I love you? Not sure. Myself.
Kiss you? ???On Cheek: Mom. On lips: Girl in my dream. lol No one tho.
Hug you? Dunno
Tell you BYE? Mom.
Write you a note? lol. no one
Take your photo? no one.
Buy you something? Dad.
Write a poem about you? No one.
Touch you? Do you get exciiitttted when I touch you in the night my ohhhh my- Roxette
WHAT’S THE LAST:
Time you cried? Playing sad games
Time you laughed? At Red Cross.
Song you've sang? Something Dido, or Roxette.
Drink you've had? Water.
Book you've read? Wheel of time.
Food you've eaten? chicken.
Shoes you've worn? weird leathery liek ones.
Store you've been in? the Source.
Thing you've said? I want some chicken piece to.
CAN YOU:
Write with both hands? only can use one.
Whistle? a tad
Roll your tongue in a circle? yes
Cross your eyes? at times
Touch your tongue to your nose? No
Dance? sorta
Stay up a whole night without sleep? No.
Speak a different language? I can do some french
Impersonate someone? Yeah
Make a card pyramid? nope
Cook anything? Lots
FINISH THE LINE:
If I were...not so lonely I could cry.
I wish...I could turn back time.
I am...conflicted between Good and Evil.
My heart is...My strength, My Light, My Blood pumper.
TAGS:
Anyone who wants
Mr. Don't care
Miss Big
Hope you all had a good Easter. I have been playing Tastsunoko Vs. Capcom, Mega Man 10 and Muramasa all on Wii. I love Muramasa game is great. Tastsunoko Vs. Capcom one of few fighters I love to death and Mega Man 10 is amazing nostalgia feel. On Sunday, I accidentally fell downstairs and hurt myself on my left arm joint and butt. Metal pieces tripped me up. I uploaded a new piece of art finally. I need to upload more, but Job experience is bogging my time down. I can't complain 4 day weekend. I had a Chocolate bunny today it was good. Tomorrow I ahve Volunteer work, so yeah. On DA I upload scraps I worked on of concepts from my head. The more I draw from my head the easier it becomes. I am working on KH: On DS as well and got Pokemon SS. Life is going well. I saw a Dr. to evaluate me to a psychologist. and he thinks I should. The disease I have sometimes makes me feel twitchy, and had some bad past experiences that at times bog me down. I feel like I am trying to find myself again. I think getting out of house, and doing things helps. So I'll wrap this up. Happy Easter.
-Ten
ARE YOU?
1. Perfect? Not even close
2. Tall? I am 6 feet about
3. In your pajamas? Nope, in jeans, and green sweater.
4. Left handed? Right-handed.
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Umm. Dude, at CANSA program.
2. Talked to on the phone: To answer for my folks.
3. Person to text you: No cell-phone.
4. Was today better than yesterday? Yes, much better. :3
FAVORITES:
1. Number: 13
2. Color(s): Teal
3. Fruit: Watermelon and Peaches
4. Place: My PC area
EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? Not atm.
2. Are you happy? Generally happy.
3. Are you sad? A tad, nothing serious
4. Are you bored? a lot actually
6. Are you nervous? Sometimes I am, not atm
8. Are you tired? A little quite a long day
CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? Bread, a little while ago
2. Drinking? Noperz
3. I'm about to: Write more
4. Listening to? Air, and crunching crackers in Soul's mouth
5. Plans for today? Drawing more on art trade, listening to music, writing in my journal
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? No
2. Lost glasses/contacts? Nope, have none
3. Ran away from home? Never ran from home but wandered from home as a kid.
4. Broken someone's heart? No
5. Been arrested? Nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? Sometimes, I am sure miracles exist. I just need to see one.
2. Yourself? Not all the time. Unfortunately.
3. Heaven? Usually, I believe in afterlife at least
4. Santa Claus? Course, he lives in our hearts. So he never can be gone.
5. Do you like someone? I am not sure atm.
6. Do you believe in God? Yep. I do, believe in a creator.
7. Answered the truth on all questions? Yes, as best I could
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Went to the bathroom to use it. XD
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: At times yeah but I get discourage to talk about it most of the time. :|
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Sherlock Holmes I think XD
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Skills for job place
Q: Do you smile a lot?
A: Yes, usually I do
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Not often but sometimes
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Usually
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: Upstairs in my room
Q: When was the last time you cried:
A: Thinking of past things
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A. Wacky thoughts
Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: I give life a 8 Times, I don't like it at times. But generally it is worth living so never give up
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Umm, Olympics on TV
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: Not really, my rear a little XD
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: August the month I born lmao
Q: What did you do last night?
A: Talked to Paul on Skype, Talked to Mikey and Code on MSN, Talked some to Star on TheO
And i tag: Nobody
Tenshi-
