Hi everybody,
If you have visited The Drak Realm or The Undrworld, then you know what's gonna go in this world.For those who haven't visited my other world's then this is a world where all of my poems or other writings go.
I love to write poetry and love to write things down that I have on my mind.But this world is mostly for anything I want it to be.If you would like to see something other than poetry then all you have to do is recommend something and I'll ty and do something like it.

Thank You

It is so contagious
I can hardly breathe
It is so unconditional
I don't know how to fathom it
It is so full of life and joy
That not even the most vilest and evil person cannot be come near without weeping with unbound joy
It is beyond my comprehension
I have yet to understand it's meaning
It is only for those you hold close to your heart
For they are the ones you would protect and cherish with your life
It has no boundaries
For it is always reaching for everything and everyone
I know no such thing
For it was never taught to me
I have never once known what it was called
Now I do
And that is only because of you
You and only you
You have captured me and made me yours forever
And you only did that with your love
Your love
It's so contagious I can scarcely fathom it
Yet I know the meaning of love
And with all due respect
I think it's the most amazing feeling anyone can ever have
It is unconditional and given freely
Without a single reservation
It is all things good and bad
It it all happiness and everything sad
It is all laughter and love
But that's because it is love
And love is a part of life
As you've just shown me
I thank you for what joy and happiness you've brought into my life
Thank you

Embarassing!!!!

Want to know something really embarassing?Well,today was my first day back to school.I had just got done doing ski club exercises and I was ready to go to Geometry.So I started walking up the stairs to the second floor and guess what!?I fell about half-way to the top.Ugh.I was so embarassed that I didn't even answer half of the people asking if I was okay.Gawd I was so embarassed that I rushed to my geometry class.Now I'm regretting not telling those people that I wasn't okay.Because now my leg is killing me.I want to go home.
My BF Wayne just got done teasing me about my "falling down on the stairs" just a couple of minutes ago.I didn't say anything mean or nasty back to him because he's my Best Friend.If you thought he was my BoyFriend,I'm sorry.He and I are just friends and we like to tease each other.Plus I'm more interested in another guy.And I'm way taller than Wayne so it would never work out any way.But I'm still kind of embarassed about falling down on the stairs though.

Uncertain

I sit here
Thinking
About you
About our situation
I can't figure out what to do
I want to come to you
But I don't think it's the right thing to do
I'm so confused right now
I can't seem to get over what you said
I had thought knowing what you wanted from me was going to make things easier
But in the end it only made things a lot harder and complicated
I can't seem to get over what you said
I hate having to decide
Yet I can't help but feel a tiny trickle of hope
And I do mean tiny
I love you so much but I can't do this
Not now
Not when I'm so uncertain as to how I feel about you
I'm sorry but I have to do this
Looking at you sitting there across from me
I can't help but feel regret for what I'm about to do
I stand up
Walk over to you and kiss you good-bye
Because this will be the last time we will ever see each other again
This is what I have to do
I know you don't want this to happen between us
But right now I'm really unsure of myself
I'm uncertain as to what I want
I want to tell you this though
I love you
And I always will
No matter what happens to you or me
I love you and that's all that matters the most
Nothing else
I walk out the front door
And disappear

Forever Falling

I stand here on the edge of the world
Looking out over the horizon
Wondering what it would be like if I just took the last step
What would happen if I just disappeared?
What would he do?
How far would he go to get her back?
How long would it take him to realize that I was missing?
I stand here thinking
Thinking about what I should do
But I don't know what to do
I can't think right
I feel like crying
But why?
I look behind me
And he's standing there looking at me
He looks angry
I look back at the edge of this world
I want to jump
But it seems impossible with him watching me
Waiting for me to do something stupid like i always do
I look back and find him standing right behind me
I turn away from him
I don't want him to know I'm about to cry my heart out
He grabs my wrist and jerks me away from the edge of this world
I struggle against him
But he's stronger than me
And fighting against him is pointless
It's even obvious that he wants me to go with him
But I don't want to
I just want to end my misery
I can't let him suffer because of my own selfish reasons
I want him to be happy
I really do
But if he doesn't want her back then what does he want?
I don't know
And I could really care less what he really wants
I grab his shirt and bring close to me
Then I shove him away with enough force that he let's go of my wrist
He looks at me
I look away
I don't want to see his face before I die
I love him so much that I'll do this for him
Even at the cost of my own life
I feel like crying again
But this time I won't be able to hold back the tears
I stand here with a tear streaked face
He looks at me with a sad expression on his face
He walks over to where I'm standing
Puts his arms around my shoulders and holds me close
I cry more than I have ever cried before
I hate to think about what I'm going to do to him
But I want to do it
If not for me
Then for him and his happiness
I look up into his eyes
And see his love for me
I know he loves me because he told me once
But I never felt his love before
And I don't know how I should react to his confession
I grab onto his shirt and tell him "I'm so sorry"
Then I push him away from me
I turn around and run to the edge of this world
And jump
I fall into the darkness
My tears making a path behind me as I fall
I can hear him saying something
But I'm not really listening
I just want to end his pain
And in doing this I'm helping him get her back
I don't know how
But I just am
I'm falling into this dark abyss
The only sound is the sound of his cries for me
And my cries for release
For I will forever fall
I am forever falling

Ugh!!

I have this huge headache that won't seem to go away.I hate it when I have these kinds of headaches.They either lead to me getting bitchy at evryone else but myself,or they usually make me go to sleep a little earlier than I had planned.Judging from the way my head hurts,I'm gonna go to bed before 6 o'clck tonight.What a BIG BUMMER,right?I usually don't get these kinds of headaches unless I'm under a lot of stress.Well that's what my doctor says.I think my doctor is just talking crap.Because I'm not stressed that much.I just seem to get these headaches more often than I used to.I used to get these kind of headaches at least once every three to four months at a timee,but now I'm getting them more frequently.More like every other week.Ugh.I hate it when I'm feeling this way.
Any way my day was going okay.Until I got this big headache.Ugh.I can't wait to go home.I want to sleep some more.I can't wait till the end of the school day.Technically my school day ends at 3:41.But I wished it would end at 3:00 rather than 3:41.Man I have another class to go to next.8th period is okay if you like doing math and keeping track of things.And if you like having two classes like math.Gawd I hate math.It's gotta be my worst class ever,and yet I manage to pass it.Barely.People hardly even show up for their last period.So I hope my last hour teacher will let me get on the computer.I gotta get ready to head out.