If pain is in my head,
Why do I feel it in my heart?
Every night all I do is
Cry my eyes out
The tears I shed are like a never ending waterfall
The tears won't seem to stop
I wipe some of the tears away
Only to find that new ones have taken the place of the ones I had wiped away
Why won't these tears stop?
Why am I crying?
These tears are my tears
Yet they won't stop when I want them to
Is this the price I have to pay for the coutless years of guilt I've hidden?
How much more will I have to wait till my tears stop shedding?
I have never cried this much in all my life
Not even when my grandfather died
Once news of my favorite grandpa came to my parents
They told my siblings and me
It hurt to know that my favorite grandpa had just died
And I couldn't bear it
Of course I got used to it
But on that very unfortunate day
I vowed to never again shed a tear
Unless I really had to
So why am I crying?
It's not like I got dumped or anything
And I didn't get hurt or get into a car accident
So,again,why am I ?