natural talent and talent that people had to work at almost there whole lives
this has been happening for ages and i finally relize that people who dont even try can beat me all my years work smashed to the ground as if i didnt stand a chance....natural talent it frustrates me....why cant i have that....why cant i be good at something without working for it for so many years..... dammit...how come my life is like this....as if i am meant to fail my whole life....its not fair....im sorry... i am pretty sure that you all to have your problems.....and i know im not the only one who is frustrated with this......but i am still frustrated.....and i am beginning to lose hope for my goal....the goal i made beck when i was still in kindergarden.......to be a cartoonists that is my goal! and yet i am being surpased by people that are even younger than i am.....damn.....damn damn damn!!!!!
time and time again things are replaced people...objects....even the world eventually...it is just in our nature....when something better comes up than the thing you have you get that one and throw away the other including human beings....but sometimes its harder do it than other times....life is like this....so full of pain....there are to many messed up people in this world....living here doing things for there own selfish reasons....and before you go pointing fingers....just look in the mirror....we are all to blame for this terrible world and it will not change by you just sitting back...i have learned so much about this because i too am to blame for this world...and it saddens me that i ruin a life or two or three or even thousands.....just....just for my own selfish reasons i am here to save everyone from this world and cant do anything until you grab my hand and let me help you....i am in no religion...i do not believe in a god... i have no hope for something that probly doesnt exist...so i turn my hope to you the people....please let us help this world together.....
