natural talent and talent that people had to work at almost there whole lives
this has been happening for ages and i finally relize that people who dont even try can beat me all my years work smashed to the ground as if i didnt stand a chance....natural talent it frustrates me....why cant i have that....why cant i be good at something without working for it for so many years..... dammit...how come my life is like this....as if i am meant to fail my whole life....its not fair....im sorry... i am pretty sure that you all to have your problems.....and i know im not the only one who is frustrated with this......but i am still frustrated.....and i am beginning to lose hope for my goal....the goal i made beck when i was still in kindergarden.......to be a cartoonists that is my goal! and yet i am being surpased by people that are even younger than i am.....damn.....damn damn damn!!!!!
amazement
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