you gotta love the arguments....

well where to start? ok well so far ive been id say okish alil. im doing good in school, got a job so ill be able to get a cell, (FINALLY) even tho i gotta pay my parents like almost half my check... but i digress, home life is miserable, i fell like a oddball at home, im honestly starting to wonder if my dad ever loved me. well i know i was a mistake but still there should be some love right?....right?... well i finally been in contact with my mom too thought it was going to be a joyous occasion but a guy can only dream, turns out my mom is doing worse than me, which makes me feel even worse. cause the only reason im living with my dad was cause my mom wanted better for me and she couldnt do that, so now when im sad i feel guilty cause i feel im wasting my moms sacrifice, and i get even sadder, it seems like im in a cycle and i cant get out im sufficating. well thats all for now, love u guys and thanks for the time. laterz

Oi...

today was not a very good day in my lil reality, but then again there arent too many of those really, so ill say it was a normal day then. alot of things happened these past few days, i lost alot, gained something, and i came to a understanding of myself somewhat. so i guess i came out of this day even. well thats all for today. Daheem out.

Todays happenings.

today was a not so good day, woke up late and hurried to get dressed and showered and ready only to find out i didnt have to go to school till 12:30 cause of mid terms, <_< fail, then at school i hung out with my friends til the test started, i found out when i got to school though that one of my teachers killed themselves, ouch. that kinda shook me even though she wasnt my fav teacher. i did alright on the test i think, i mean its english how hard can it be? im speaking it right? lol. wish it was that easy to get a A in the class, all u would have to do is talk and u get a A. but lifes never THAT easy. back to the subject, i walked home with my friends, it was a chilly day, my friends wanted to go to a Subway, i wanted to go home but they kept insisting and they offered to pay, so i couldnt say no. lol so we ate there and talked and ended up staying there for 2 hours, oi time flies, i told them i had to go and rushed home, then as i came back i was ambushed by chores i had to do around the place.
Darn! so after i did that i got on the computer and its history from there. XD

Ã�¶This is about me.Ã�¶

well heres some things about me, My names Daheem, im 16 and a guy in case you couldnt tell lol. i like to hang out with friends, read, do poetry, play football and skate (whenever i get the chance)read manga, watch anime, help out whenever i can, and give blood during blood drives, im from North Carolina but i like in New York as of now, im a nice friendly guy so dont be afraid to drop by and say hello, i love making new friends, the more the merrier i can be pretty funny when you need to be cheered up. im always here with a open ear when you want to talk. ive been to quite a few places, some good lots more bad but it built character, i think. lol this is my first attempt at a world so dont be too harsh on meh, ill add in more laters.

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