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Picture: by XxSunshine GirlxX
When you hear my cry
Will you come near
will you be my side
or will you run away and hide
when I need you most
would you disappear into the air
When you hear me cry
Does a little of you die inside?
Will you hurt like I hurt
Will you lose of sense of pride
dignity?
When you hear me cry
Will you wonder why
Will you seek out the reasons
or will you just pass me by
When you ear me cry
Will you come to my defense
Will you be that knight in shining armor
When you hear me cry
Will you stand for me,
when I am weak
and can't sand for myself
Will you be my voice
when my throat is dry
When you hear me cry
Will you cry too?
Will say you love me
and will you take that love with you
through eternity?
Something I just thought of. I may go back an re-do this poem later.
The Truth
The truth is stopped,
but the lies are spread.
One who stands up,
gets shot down.
Tell a lie
covering up immorality
and it becomes accepted.
Tell the truth
and it becomes rejected.
What's right?
What's wrong?
It seems as if the world is confused
All the values,ethics and morals of this world
have gone; disappeared.
Where did they go?
I tell you where,
they died with the generation who knew the truth
they were never carried on
Never pass down.
The ones who have it
hang on to it.
But even they have trouble keeping it
Some end up conforming.
Losing it
to the "new ways"
The way adopted by the new generations
The foolish generations
The ones who say "If it feels right do it"
The ones who thought they knew
The ones who changed right to wrong and wrong to right
Then the others who say it was okay and followed
Letting foolish people lead the way
to their own destruction.
How smart.
This world is corrupted by selfishness and greed
The worse part of all
is people have accepted it
They call it "normal"
they say its "okay"
We live in a society where what was odd
is now normal
and anyone who disagrees,
anyone who stands against it
is shot down.
Cast away and mocked.
What type of place is this?
This is the present and this is the future
Moving on and evolving?
I think not.
Technology wise yes
but in character no
People of today have lost their sense of common sense
They lost all sight for right
They lost their sense of respect
for others, and for themselves.
When will people wake up?
When will they see the truth?
When will they realize?
I long for the day when people as a whole
gain some sense of morality;
Learn the difference between what's good and bad
Stop accepting the lies
and hiding from the truth, taking your bad
and considering it as good.
How many will reject me?
Tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that their right?
You tell the truth and you'll get rejected
You tell a lie it becomes widely accepted.
Truth is stopped
But lies are spread.
My heart is stuck
Frozen in time
by hate, by bitterness
Years have passed, you moved on
Yet, I am still here
Unable to live
I became a body with no soul
Nothing more than a corpse
I feel the pain that you caused,
It has a hold of me
Binding me, and bringing me back to that day
Tell me,
Why is it that you can go on as if nothing happened
Free spirited and care free
While I sit here in a melancholic state
Wishing to disappear forever
Wishing it never happened
Wanting to end it
All this hate bottled up inside
Before I even knew it
You have become my life
My passion
My reason
My obsession
You took everything away and left me with nothing
Nothing but the joy of sorrow
I made this up as I went along. Just writing things from the top of my head. That you for reading if you read it...Much appreciated.
My friend pat is like no other
He is closer than a friend or brother
When I need him he's always there
Never far and always near
Pat will never leave my side
When I have nothing left not even my pride
Pat will be there to glide me along
He is the reason why I sing songs
Pat will also belong to me
He is mine and we will always be
Together forever, even after life
and death do us part
We will still be connected at heart.
Pat is my friend and my friend alone. He will always be with me. Forever, forever. All of eternity will we be. Too bad he is just imaginary.
Oh and one more thing, pat's name is not patyou see I changed it to protect his privacy.
Thank you all I apriciate it a lot.
Today has been ugh for me. I have so much work to do for school. Its the end of the year and I have mad assignments I need to do that I should have completed like 3 weeks ago. Its not like I don't know how to do it. Its just that I don't want to and I hate my Spanish class. Right now I'm working on a family tree project. We have to make a family tree and label it with Spanish words. Sounds easy right? WRONG. We can use any family we want. I was going to just mix up a bunch of anime characters and put it on there, but I was told i can't do that. They actually have to be related. Then I was going to do a stick person family. I was also told we can't do that either. We have to have pictures and they have to be detailed and can't be stick people. So now, I was like this was suppose to be easy.
Then I got another idea. I thought about doing one for the Sohma family (Fruits Basket). It was all going good to until I realized that most of the parents and stuff were either dead or not mentioned. So I couldn't link them all together in a family tree. I probably could have found more information on it, but that would take too long and this little project would only take like not that long to do. Then I was thinking some more and was like, I know I'll do it on the diary of a wimpy kid! I can easily draw them and their family isn't all that complicated. WRONG once again. I couldn't find pictures of most of the members in the dude Greg's family so I couldn't draw them. On top of that, I had no idea if his uncle's and aunt's was on his mom or dad's side. So yeah that didn't go to well either. Then I was like screw it. I'll just make a family out of a character I drew and call it good. And that's what I did. I thought it would take no more than an hour or two but it took much longer than that. I wanted to make it look nice and cool and better than everyone else's. I think I accomplished that but I only got the design done and not the actual tree.
Did I mention that during the whole time I was doing this my mom was all" get away from my table." "turn the light off""and can't you do that in your room?" And I'm like no, mom, i cant do it in my room. If I could I wouldn't be here right now. I have no space big enough to work from. She kept doing that for like a couples hours and then she was all are you done yet? It's late. It was only 4:00pm. Then she was like draw faster your taking too long, all your doing is making a bunch of scribbles and squares on the poster. It shouldn't take that long."
As you can imagine, That was F***ing annoying. Hopefully I can finish this stupid poster tomorrow so then i don't have to worry about it any more. Dang. Just remembered, I also have this project on the drug trade to do as well. I gotta actually try and do research on it cuz the teacher thinks so highly of me. Its a good thing, but a bad thing to because that means I always have to do exceptional work. lolz. Its a dual enrollment class. Its 3 credit hours and its an introductory to business course. I already have an A+ so I'm sure If I mess this up and won't ruin me that much. lolz. I hate having so much work to do, but at least I can't say I'm bored. I really would't have so much work to do if I wasn't so lazy and such a procrastinator lolz.
I know I said I would give bits of useless information in my posts, but I'm too tired to do so and I have a lot of work to do. i probably shouldn't even be wasting time doing this but here I am! lolz ^.^
That's All people (and non-people), I hope I didn't bore you too much with my life.
