And it's not like I don't participate in things other than Hetalia!! >//<
...now, if you tell me I don't participate in things other than Hetalia and Shakespeare, then I might have to think about my response...
I'll try it out if I ever find the frickin time XP (has three or four other assignments)!
Thanks, Poland. I'd write out a long, more relevant to the main issue at hand reply, but I'm only just starting to feel better and don't want to make it worse...
I have a theory, not one that's been proven or anything, but a theory nonetheless. Everyone goes through dark times in their life, times that don't seem to have any cause, yet seem like they're never going to end. I went through 2 myself, one before I met you, and one during sophomore year.
That was the year from Hell for me. I was miserable most of the time, and I brought others down with me.(Note: I'm surprised no one at school ever lost it with me and told me to shut up. Wouldn't have blamed you at all now. XD) Was there some legit causes that we found later? Yeah, but some of it was just me. And some of it I still can't explain, and I deal with it today.(Not well... but in an ok fashion... Anyway!) During that time, I kept bugging other people, and they admitted they had gone through some crappy shit too.
So I think we all have to deal with dark shit in our lives. Everyone does. So don't worry about it and apologize. Know that you're not alone and it will get better. IT WILL.
As for Hetalia, I'm going to suggest you start finding some other fandoms to participate in. SO I'M GIVING YOU AN ASSIGNMENT!
Try the Sherlock fandom: http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/sherlock
I just joined... and they're crazy but welcoming. The show is pretty good, and there a nice selection of shipping, the primary OTP being Watson/Sherlock.
If you watch some episodes, I'll... hmmm... draw you a picture, or write you a fanfic! Yep! So you don't even have to like it. WATCH TV AND EARN FREE ART AND FANFICTION OF YOUR CHOICE! A LIMITED TIME OFFER! CALL NOW! *Offer is only valid if your name is Umchan649.* XD I apologize for this long, ranty, bossy comment, and offer another *HUG*. (FOR FREE! XD)
Honestly, I'm glad that you're talking to me at all ^^; I was half expecting to scare everyone away with this post...
Thanks so much for everything. I hope things get better too, and while I know it's not my fault things are bad, I also know I have to do some work myself to help make them better. And when people (like you X3) show that they care about me, it makes it a little bit easier for me to have some hope. So thank you again for not running away from me like I have the plague ^^;
umchan649
Senior Otaku+ | Posted 02/05/12 | Reply
@catsworld:
(is tackle-hugged)
Thank you >/////<
catsworld
Senior Otaku+ | Posted 02/05/12 | Reply
*tackle hugs* UM!!!!!!
you
are
awesome
O.o
and dont go off thinking you arent.:3
umchan649
Senior Otaku+ | Posted 02/04/12 | Reply
@jellydonut:
FREE HUGS OMG.
And it's not like I don't participate in things other than Hetalia!! >//<
...now, if you tell me I don't participate in things other than Hetalia and Shakespeare, then I might have to think about my response...
I'll try it out
if I ever find the frickin time XP (has three or four other assignments)!Thanks, Poland. I'd write out a long, more relevant to the main issue at hand reply, but I'm only just starting to feel better and don't want to make it worse...
(hugs back) Wuv you!
jellydonut
Otakuite+ | Posted 02/04/12 | Reply
First of all, *HUG* second, stop apologizing.
I have a theory, not one that's been proven or anything, but a theory nonetheless. Everyone goes through dark times in their life, times that don't seem to have any cause, yet seem like they're never going to end. I went through 2 myself, one before I met you, and one during sophomore year.
That was the year from Hell for me. I was miserable most of the time, and I brought others down with me.(Note: I'm surprised no one at school ever lost it with me and told me to shut up. Wouldn't have blamed you at all now. XD) Was there some legit causes that we found later? Yeah, but some of it was just me. And some of it I still can't explain, and I deal with it today.(Not well... but in an ok fashion... Anyway!) During that time, I kept bugging other people, and they admitted they had gone through some crappy shit too.
So I think we all have to deal with dark shit in our lives. Everyone does. So don't worry about it and apologize. Know that you're not alone and it will get better. IT WILL.
As for Hetalia, I'm going to suggest you start finding some other fandoms to participate in. SO I'M GIVING YOU AN ASSIGNMENT!
Try the Sherlock fandom: http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/sherlock
I just joined... and they're crazy but welcoming. The show is pretty good, and there a nice selection of shipping, the primary OTP being Watson/Sherlock.
If you watch some episodes, I'll... hmmm... draw you a picture, or write you a fanfic! Yep! So you don't even have to like it. WATCH TV AND EARN FREE ART AND FANFICTION OF YOUR CHOICE! A LIMITED TIME OFFER! CALL NOW! *Offer is only valid if your name is Umchan649.* XD I apologize for this long, ranty, bossy comment, and offer another *HUG*. (FOR FREE! XD)
umchan649
Senior Otaku+ | Posted 02/04/12 | Reply
@:
Honestly, I'm glad that you're talking to me at all ^^; I was half expecting to scare everyone away with this post...
Thanks so much for everything. I hope things get better too, and while I know it's not my fault things are bad, I also know I have to do some work myself to help make them better. And when people (like you X3) show that they care about me, it makes it a little bit easier for me to have some hope. So thank you again for not running away from me like I have the plague ^^;
YOU are awesome. (glomps you) THANK YOU >////<