In this world I shall post my writings. Mainly my poetry which I wrote a few years ago but also some of the stories I wrote.
Please feel free to use my work but on the following conditions, you give me credit for using my work and you also let me know what you have used my work in. I would be very intrested to know that.
I will be starting from the earliest of my poems so they won't be that good but I'm sure they improve.
I hope you enjoy reading the insight of the world though my eyes....
If I....
If I open my eyes
Will you realise
That I'm in pain all because of you
If I open my eyes
Will you realise
That you're torturing me by not letting me leave
If I open my eyes
Will you realise
That it's because of you
I'm crying myself to sleep each night....
Deception
You promised you would always be there for me
You promised that you would understand my feelings and me
You promised you would never lie to me
Or keep secrets from me
But you see I know you were lying to me
Even as you said those words
I was looking right into your eyes
As you promised me these things
Your eyes are what gave you away
They are what told me you were just saying them
Not meaning them
Just saying them to keep me happy
To keep me quiet
You didn't realise that it would be all backfire on you
That its because of your lies to me
That I'm not sitting here
Sitting here holding a razor blade to my throat
You didn't realise that your lies would be my end
Soul on the Other Side of the Mirror
Been looking in the mirror for so long
I've come to believe my sould is on the other side
The little pieces falling
Shattering around me
Shards of me
To sharp to put back together
But to small to matter
Big enough to cut mt into tiny little pieces
I just sit here staring at the lirror
Still believing my soul is on the other side....
Bloody Tears Of Pain
Blood stains the cuff of my shirt
Lonely and abandoned
Outcasted by others
Oblivious to the facts at my friends
Death is the only thing I want
Yearing for it all to end
Tormented by daily life
Empty and self-doubt
Anger builds up inside until I take it out on myself
Regretting it soon after
Solitude from the world is my only hope
Only I know the real me and my fate
Forsaken to walk the earth, full of shame and misery
Pathetic I am
Alone always
Invisable to the world
Nothing would change if I suddenly died
Lost in Total Darkness
Depressed and all alone
No one understands the pain I feel
No one tries to help ease the pain
And even if they did
I would just push them away
So it's no use
But I have to cope
I have to survive this pain
The pain I have live with all my life
To me this pain is darkness
And I am lost
No one will ever find me
Because I'm too lost in this darkness
