depressed kitten

Though I'm sixteen and should feel special or older... I don't. Still seing life as a half empty cup of dispare and hoping to have people in my life leave me alone. I'm one sad and angry little neko-chan

frustrated and my will is broken

Every time I try to draw anime. I suck and get frustrated at myself and wonder why I can't do it it. It makes me sad to feel like this and I feel broken down. I kinda Hate myself for not being able to put my ideas on paper. Why was I born witout drawing skills. *Yell in frustration*

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