Till The Day I Disappear

hello there again, its another sad poem..... well here it is:

I saw a shadow and I cried
Weeping in tune with my breaking heart
Creeping through, in disbelief of everything,
Into the thundering sobbing clouds
Finding my way into what I wished for that cold lonely night.

Here and now, I wish ,upon a thousand falling stars,
To save me from my sorrow
To give me wings to leave the ground, covered in sad darkness
Where the stars are shining and the skies aren’t grey.

I touched my shaking hand to my red wet eyes
These rivers of pain running down my face to the empty floor
Forever it seems, I’ve dreamed of serenity, finding only loneliness
Watching the birds pass me by on there way beyond this grey sunlight.

Oh what I wouldn’t give to see some happiness,
A simple smile without raining tears dropping down
Like a black and white photograph, left to fade to dust,
No-one remembering the joy within those small and abandoned lines,
Till the day that it disappears.

I long to set my feet upon that shimmering distant moon.
Reaching out as far as I can, but always falling back down to this sad world
Drifting through crowds of people without faces,
Replaced with blurry expressions of vague pain,
My tears the only thing sparkling in this dim life.

‘Take my hand’, alone clinging to a reflection,
Pressed against a cold wall, because I cannot stand on my two feet, trembling under me
I know that pathos face all to well.
Should I break this thin sheet of glass, or keep this empty shadow as company,
Till the day I disappear?………:

End