????? a poem

Words cannot express this feeling
This feeling that I cannot define
And if there are words that could
They are the words that I could not find

I only wonder why, still, that dream
I dream it every night
That dream, not meant for me
That, still, I dream tonight

Not a regret is in my heart
For I was only there to make you smile
And that I did, so effortlessly
It made it all worth the while

And so I smile, like I should
Selfishness, doesn’t suit me too well
So I do what I can to make it through
Full of these feelings, I cannot tell
Who knew love could hurt like hell?

Waking

I woke from an empty shadow and found only nothing.

Be Strong (a song)

Never give up on your dreams
A dear friend of mine once said to me
Just a few days before he passed on
And I start to cry when I start to think of him being gone

It’s just so cruel of an irony
I’d just got to know him and he was taken away
But I’ll always remember his message to the world
And I’ll always keep it here in my heart…

Be strong,
Through the wind and the rain!
Be strong,
Through the hurt and the pain!
Carry on,
Through all that life throws your way,
Be strong,
Because it has to get brighter someday!

So now when I feel like I want to cry
I always try to find a happier side
So that I can dry my eyes
So that I won’t feel so empty inside

Life is never easy
And hearts are slow on the mend
There’s darkness everywhere it seems
It’s so hard sometimes but never give in…

Be strong,
Through the wind and the rain!
Be strong,
Through the hurt and the pain!
Carry on,
Through all that life throws your way,
Be strong,
Because it has to get brighter someday!

Be strong,
Through the wind and the rain!
Be strong,
Through the hurt and the pain!
Carry on,
Through all that life throws your way,
Be strong,
Because it has to get brighter someday,

Be strong,
And you’ll find happiness someday.

Till The Day I Disappear

hello there again, its another sad poem..... well here it is:

I saw a shadow and I cried
Weeping in tune with my breaking heart
Creeping through, in disbelief of everything,
Into the thundering sobbing clouds
Finding my way into what I wished for that cold lonely night.

Here and now, I wish ,upon a thousand falling stars,
To save me from my sorrow
To give me wings to leave the ground, covered in sad darkness
Where the stars are shining and the skies aren’t grey.

I touched my shaking hand to my red wet eyes
These rivers of pain running down my face to the empty floor
Forever it seems, I’ve dreamed of serenity, finding only loneliness
Watching the birds pass me by on there way beyond this grey sunlight.

Oh what I wouldn’t give to see some happiness,
A simple smile without raining tears dropping down
Like a black and white photograph, left to fade to dust,
No-one remembering the joy within those small and abandoned lines,
Till the day that it disappears.

I long to set my feet upon that shimmering distant moon.
Reaching out as far as I can, but always falling back down to this sad world
Drifting through crowds of people without faces,
Replaced with blurry expressions of vague pain,
My tears the only thing sparkling in this dim life.

‘Take my hand’, alone clinging to a reflection,
Pressed against a cold wall, because I cannot stand on my two feet, trembling under me
I know that pathos face all to well.
Should I break this thin sheet of glass, or keep this empty shadow as company,
Till the day I disappear?………: