????? a poem

Words cannot express this feeling
This feeling that I cannot define
And if there are words that could
They are the words that I could not find

I only wonder why, still, that dream
I dream it every night
That dream, not meant for me
That, still, I dream tonight

Not a regret is in my heart
For I was only there to make you smile
And that I did, so effortlessly
It made it all worth the while

And so I smile, like I should
Selfishness, doesn’t suit me too well
So I do what I can to make it through
Full of these feelings, I cannot tell
Who knew love could hurt like hell?