@sexysesshomaru:

im say supposa say kool!

@TrinityLight:

kool-e-o

@sexysesshomaru:

haha thats what i was gunna do!! lol.

@TrinityLight:

lol sry i just got up now lol. and i read all of claymore and zombie powder and im reading buso renkin now.

@sexysesshomaru:

what the hell amber goddamn!! i have been trying to reach you like all day and night. why wont you come over!!!! haha. i called ya....yes. and i was awake all night. i read all of claymore. well i acctually have like 3 more i couldnt finish it it was already like 9am haha.

@TrinityLight:

XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

@sexysesshomaru:

no it isnt!! it was blakes little brother~

@TrinityLight:

wht?!? no what lol thats soooo funny

@sexysesshomaru:

i know i dont, it was horrible no matter what ahh h i'll always make fun of that class. one of those kids told me they were gunna shoot meh!

@TrinityLight:

omg lmao like you dont even no XD

@sexysesshomaru:

no thank god but we coulda got shanked it was scary this kid was lookin scary, like woha. i think he was involved!!

@TrinityLight:

omg was any one hurt?!?! lol at least it wasnt cody's brother lol

@sexysesshomaru:

haha idk jusst the way i was going on about you remided of a lesbo haha. omg u missed it we had a lock down and we practiced the evacutation thing and my class rode the bus with the......SECOND GRADERS XCCCCCCCc haha

@TrinityLight:

where in the hell did the last part come from? lol

@sexysesshomaru:

why do you say that, ur smart and talented and amazing and great and i AM NOT a lesbeian!! hahahaha

@TrinityLight:

well then yes, yes i am

@sexysesshomaru:

that wasnt a statement it was a question.

@TrinityLight:

thank you but i already knew that much lol

@sexysesshomaru:

what r u retarded!!

@TrinityLight:

wow that helped lol and nvm XD

@sexysesshomaru:

alright this si what i said.
i dont know why i should be mad at amber to hope because she said the same thing you said.
why are you mad at me and not amber
i just dont get you guys anymore.

@TrinityLight:

yeah and i dont get what you just said XD

@Stixx:

lol i no i was just kidding tho lol. i dont care much but thank you any way ^_^

@sexysesshomaru:

i dont know why ur always sorry haha i i dont know why i should be mad at you hope was sayin the same thing and i said the same thing i said now to her why should i. i dont get any of you guys anymore. haha.

@sexysesshomaru:

Lol! Sorry, I meant no offense. I was just really worried when Trinity-chan started mentioning about death and all. I was like, "Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh!! Noooooo!" So, yeah... It seems you two have gotten things resolved, even with me sticking my nose where it doesn't belong. And it's good to know that Trinity-chan likes life so I'm not worried anymore. Anyway, I probably shouldn't have said that earlier when I didn't know the full story. Very immature of me and I apologize if I offended you. I will, however, stick with what I said in the second paragraph.

XD im sorry. and i dont understand y your mad at hope and not me. i mean its not like i want you to be mad at me and i can understand why your mad at hope too. she shouldent have yelled at you when she did it right after. she seems to try to control you alot sometimes...and im sorry for being "all over cody" lol its just......o never mind im just sorry and i dont no what else to say XD

@Stixx:

thank you im one of thoes 3.....but thats ok lol....

@:

no i adore you ad your words mean a lot to me as though it might not seem that way. heh. yeah amma-sama im not that mad at her, she didnt relle do anything. but its mostly my other friend, hope. lol.

and ur right i got you guys and the otaku. hee hee im glad. I dont have a lot of friends either, my 2 best friends are Amber and hope. Its just im so ambitios to do things i just go out and do it. i would even if i did have alot of friends or not. see others they dont like me because im too...well amma-sama said im independant and i guess im always relle hyper and loud.

so i get on peoples nerves. but then again im on good terms with a lot of people becuase im from a small school where everyone knows everyone so its easy to do things when you dont have alot of friends because you would be able to know people that do it too and not feel so weird.

I never imagine you being jelous of me. im jelous of you!! ur just so amazing and talented at what you do, im all thats crazy!! haha.

@ShiroiAngel16:

kool i'll go add u right now XD thanks!!

@Goku-chan:

lol. yeah everyone needs sleep!

@TrinityLight:

yey im adding u !!! mine is isaura_6@msn.com

@TrinityLight:

Haha, I'm fine thanks for asking, though it's getting late and I need to sleep soon. Gosh, where is that friend of mine?? T.T

@Goku-chan:

=] good. anyways forget about me how are you?

@TrinityLight:

You're most welcome~~ Remember we're all here for you, everytime you have problems! =3

@Goku-chan:

im glad. i relle need this, thanks =]

@TrinityLight:

Yeah of course! The otaku is a great place to be at! And you have us too~~ ^^

@Goku-chan:

i know i did. and things were all so well and great for the longest time ever. i just dont know now. haha. i love the otaku. its great here.

@ShiroiAngel16:

well i have a yahoo account i dont care if i comment it to you, captain.gin_ichimaru@yahoo.com

@Stixx:

i know cody does, i know hope and amber dont. but im angry at hope. and we've been friend from before kindergarden started. shes not gunna let me go easy. and amber is well, amber. she is like all over cody all the time. and i cant stand him anymore.

Aww... Don't be so sad, we're here for you, I can understand how you feel. Being all alone, and being backstabbed by your friends and stuff. Just don't talk about suicide my dear, it's the last thing that you wanna do. And it's so wrong to think about it too, life has its ups and downs, I'm sure this is one of them. Take a deep breath and vent all your frustrations on your pillows and stuff, you'll feel better after a while. ^^

Look i dunno what to say,but one thing is sure: u always have us!!!the friends from otaku!!!whenever u need us just come and taalk to us :D if u ha a msn etll me and ill PM u mine msn so we can talk ok ???
dont let them put u down *hugs ya*

@TrinityLight:

No, I understand. I don't think your friends hate you. Ya know, for a while there you really had me worried. But I'm glad that I helped out some. *gives huge hug*

@Stixx:

but besides cody, there not that bad. i miss them haha i know its weird to say that and i dont want them to hate me for it. *sigh* haha i love you kindness. it puts a ban-aid on my hart.

Yike! With friends like that, who needs enemies? I would suggest finding new friends...those three don't sound very...friendly.

*smacks you upside the head* Don't think such horrible thoughts!! Dieing won't solve anything. And don't you dare say you don't have friends cuz you have us! We're here for you to pour out your frustrations and hurts. We're here to encourage and comfort you. And I think we do a much better job that those three you've got. Listen, times get really tough in life, believe me I know. It's so easy to just give up, but don't. Being able to survive tough times like this makes you stronger!