'sup.
random, idiotic, useless posts here.
basically just a lot of gaming and complaaaaaints will be here.
indeed.
oh, and name's whatever you come up with.
a, aru, magus, dude, bro, hey, you.
any name is fine!
as long as it's directed at me, whatever name is fine.
i also randomly subscribe to anyone, it's a past-time of mine.
when subscribed, just.. ignore me say hello or something. or shoot me a pm.
have a nice visit, and i hope i entertain you enough to come back.
hello, everyone. this is just a quick update, and i'm going to ask a question or more. i'm not much of a pc gamer, i tried my share of pc games. one genre i detest is first/third-person shooters. i have next to zilch accuracy with a mouse. sure, it's a bit more precise but, apparently, i don't have the capability to aim with the thing. and, sure, i could buy a controller for my computer, but why would i do that when i already have a console in which i can play a majority of the same games on. also, to be more clear, i detest first/third person shooters on the pc, not anywhere else. though i have been getting tired of playing battlefield and far cry and whatnot.. anyway.. where was i going with this..? oh, so. not MUCH of a pc gamer.. UNTIL RECENTLY. i started to play world of warcraft again, and the lesser known guild wars 2. well, it's probably not lesser known.. i just.. i can't get into it.. so much limitations.. i mean, mmorpgs, in my opinion, are made to be long and arduous. you work for your gear, your levels, your money, and you expect to bask in the glory that is.. a higher level than twen--ANYWAY. and guild wars just shits in your proverbial cereal. did you level grind so you can go back and solo a certain event monster to prove to yourself you could? TOO BAD. we'll reduce your level to match the area's creatures. that's my number one complaint there. why would you limit a player after all their hard work, arenanet?! well, needless to say.. i try to drag myself to play it, 'cause i run a guild and have guild members and family playing it.. family being my mother.. who constantly wants me to play.. but, she has to pry me away from world of warcraft first! bwahahahaha! BWAHAHA--*coughcough* so, yeah. i don't even think i have questions to ask anymore.. i'm not one for quick updates, as much as i'm not one to make any sense. so, anyway, if you play warcraft and wouldn't mind such a noob to party with you (because i'm stuck on this one quest and i'm fed up with getting killed by this guy over and over again and i need help but my guild mates won't help me because they're all level 80 and 90 and i'm just an insignificant number to them), then leave me a comment! also, i'm for the horde. i have an alliance draenei shaman, but i'm for the horde. my main is my blood elf mage. so, yeah.. leave a comment if you play, please. also, i'm going to start playing diablo 3. i haven't played diablo 1 or 2 in about 8 or 9 years. and i've been reading mixed reviews about 3. but, i'm not the type of gamer to take reviews at face value. i play the game to make sure it's what they say. so, i'm trying to expand my gaming ways. plus, it's convenient since i take my laptop with me almost every night i go to work. well, that's the end of that. i thank you for your time and eagerly await any responses.
hm.. as i've said before, i talk a lot about video games.
but i sit here sometimes and wonder..
is it proper to be talking mainly about video games on this site?
when i'm browsing here, i see about 80% anime content.
i feel out of place talking about video games.
and, yes, to be a broken record, i do still watch anime and i do talk about 'em.
it's just.. video games have a higher priority to me.
sometimes i worry that someone sees my posts and are like "another one about video games? this guy should just go make a video game blog or go to some site therein."
yes, yes. i thought of that too. but most sites i look at aren't really.. blog sites as this one is.
they're mostly video game news sites. (kotaku, gameinformer, 1up, etc.)
and they really just have forum posts.
i don't like forums. i'm not sure why. they're pretty much the same as a blog, in some sense to me.
but.. i just don't like forums.
i'm bibbling here.
anyway.
is it not appropriate for me to be talking about video games 'round here?
or am i just over thinking things?
well, i just thought i'd ask, after i finish more zelda, i'll make a post about those adventures.
oh, wait.
actually, i think in a post a long while ago, i mentioned i had a tumblr.
right now, it's pretty bare. that's where i'm going to start doing video game reviews and other stuff.
so far, i've only written a small review about the new dmc demo, (which was a long time ago) but i'm hoping to start a whole thing.
and i was actually lookin' around for contributors.
people who will give me games to look up, or games to try out. things like that.
though, at the moment, i don't have a lot of money, so i can hardly afford any current releases. but, i do have a computer with an internet connection and a lot of time on my hands.
so, if i can find it, i'll play it.
http://finaleidolon.tumblr.com/
just thought i'd put that out there along with my question. to show that i do have a form of content worthwhile.
anyway..
that's it from me, i'm not sure what else to say.. i'm being all over the place as usual.
so.. have a nice whatever you have.
bye.
finally bought myself another wii.
along with it, i got skyward sword.
skyward.. sword..
i can't really come up with enough words to describe it, since i've only played through the first.. temple? dungeon?
skyview temple i think it's called.
anyway, from what i have played, i love the game already, the new artwork, zelda's role, and skyloft.
i'm sure there's more to love, like how you're able to improve some of your items.
meaning there are "ingredients" to find, things to keep an eye out for.
but, only if there were more to do in skyloft at the moment.
skyloft is great, the loftwings are even greater.
it's really fun being able to fly. very fun. just like wind waker, where i got distracted with just sailing everywhere, i just flew everywhere for a while.
tho', with wind waker, i really dislike the ocean, in game and reality, the ocean just terrifies me. so when i ran into a random big octo, i panic killed it and didn't sail for a few hours.
i'm not sure if there's anything to worry about when you're flying in skyward sword, but i don't think i'll be bothered by it.
but, to continue on, this must be zelda year or something.
i think it's the series that i've been playing the most the past couple of months.
i played through most of the first and second zelda. (the temple theme in zelda 2.. MMM.)
i finished ocarina of time, again. started link to the past and majora's mask.
and my friend's goin' to let me borrow his twilight princess and wind waker.
it's goin' to be a fun couple of weeks.
only ones i won't have would be the handheld versions.
although.. i could do without playing those. they're not bad, as a matter of fact i loved seasons and ages. and minish cap was fun. i just don't have the time to find them or the console to play 'em on. there are the other handheld games, but like i said.. i won't be able to find 'em. unless they're on nintendo's virtual console thing. if so, i'll just get 'em when i get my 3ds.
again.
(new fire emblem, but i can't really say much about it 'cause this is a zelda post, but i'm real excited for it and it's apparently taking a while for gamestop to get my fire emblem 3ds bundle even though i pre-ordered it a while ago but whatevs, at least i'll get it soon.)
movin' oooooon..
i don't talk much about anime anymore, do i?
it's not that i stopped watching anime, there's a thousand words to say about the anime that's been released last year and anime comin' out this year.
so much excitement.
sakurasou no pet na kanojo is my number one at the moment.
an anime about a budding video game producer along with a bit of romance, drama and comedy?
and video games?
love it. just love it.
mashiro fan here. mashiro all the way.
wish i could say more.. but i'm at a loss for words about it.
i can't really be more descriptive than that.
i'm more descriptive about my interests when i can speak to people about it.
i can go on looooooong stories about everything i watch or play.
typing it, i can get it mostly. maybe because i can say a thousand words a minute, but can only type about a quarter of that a minute.
so, to end, i love zelda. i put this in the zelda category, but i snuck a few other topics in there. hope i don't get in trouble for it.
but, about 80% of it is zelda related. that's good, right?
i'm sure it's fine.
hope everyone is doing fine, i like catching up on people's stuff. sorry i don't get as involved as others, but i like everyone's works and words.
i'll see you guys around.
happy new year, everyone.
hope everybody had a fun time last night with their celebrations, if any.
i didn't do much, since i had work.
and i really didn't have plans for new years night, anyway.
i kinda forgot it was even new years..
in the morning, my friend was like, "good morning and happy new years and all that."
".. wut?!"
so, that's what went down.
i haven't really been around much, either.
i've been busy at work, stressin', havin' nervous, work related breakdowns.
i picked a fine time to quit smokin'.
well, at least i can breathe now.
now that sounds bad.. it's not been all bad!
i've been havin' fun, in my own way.
and, i've recently stopped trying so hard to please a bunch of assholes who will never appreciate what i do at work.
so, a couple co-workers who i've gotten to know really well and i have just settled for doing our job, not everything else.
it helps, we cause a lot of ruckus.
ruffle feathers, never step on any toes.
it's been working so far.
mainly just play a lot of pokemon, or something during the down time at work.
or on the internet.
which is what i'm doing now.
sittin' at work, extremely slow night. have my laptop. chattin' on facebook.
tweetin' on twitter.
askin' on a pokemon forum if someone will trade me a gat-dang ralts!
and typin' this post.
ALSO LISTENIN' TO THE 25TH ANNIVERSARY ORCHESTRA LEGEND OF ZELDA CD.
omfg, i tear up on some parts.
'specially the wind waker and link to the past parts.
it's just so amazing.
how 45 minutes of music can make someone relive their whole life.
well, my usual ranting and bouncin' around topics should be comin' to an end.
again, i hope everyone had an amazing new years day.
also an amazing christmas or what-have-you.
and i sincerely hope everyone has a great year.
first off, i'd like to say i have a good life.
i'm content.
i don't hope for much, i don't wish as much as other people.
as long as i have a place to sleep, i'm happy.
that's my.. motto, would you call it?
but, there are times when some things just have to eat at me.
my insecurities, for one. like my looks, my voice, my own interests. do i seem too strange? will this person accept me for who i am, or am i wasting my time? there are times i want to just stop doing everything i love in order to be accepted. but i can't. i know that's not right, i can't suddenly stop, y'know. i usually never care about stuff like that. i don't know what it is lately. it's.. depressing.
and second, one person. one person i'm STILL worrying about: my ex. i try not to let her cloud my mind. there are times when i can go for days, weeks even, without a single thought of her. i tried dating other people. but, i couldn't forget about her, and i ended up ruining those relationships. i'm too afraid to try anymore. what with that and my insecurities. and my ex, she just makes it harder for me. i just want a straight answer, 'cause at times, when she's fighting with her current boyfriend, she says she wants to be with me again, then the next minute, she doesn't. it hurts. and it's starting to take its toll on me.
i really don't know what to do about it all anymore.
what's a guy like me to do?
i can't face people, but i'm overly friendly.
i'm scared of people, but i don't want to be alone.
i care about people, but at the same time i'm cynical.
and i can't just effin' blurt stuff out. i'm not the type of person to do that.
i'm too quiet and docile to do that.
it's easier for me to just.. do this. write it out. or type it out.
all this should've passed ages ago.
i know i'm not a kid anymore, but i guess i haven't grown up yet.
well, sorry about this sad post.
i just needed to get my thoughts out there.
and i like typing more than i like writing.
i know i got a little scattered there, too. sorry.
i'll be happier next time around.
maybe i'll talk about anime, or video games.
well, it's late and i have work in the morning.
wish me luck.
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a.
