You speak your mind, I'm a little shy too, I mean I tell more things to you and my other friends than I tell my own parents. If you think about things...and you're thinking about them for a long time it can lead to bad things...so no matter which way you do it, you need to let it out. Write, talk to anyone who would listen, or scream. I do hope that helped and if it totally went over my head I'm sorry. ^^;