Boyfriend.

Isn't that an interesting word?
Just a warning, this is definitely the practical side of myself writing this blog.
"...and you want to marry this guy?"
Well, to be honest, I don't know, and I don't want to think that far ahead. We've just started. We're still trying things out. Before, I would fantasize and swoon over things because I'm a hopeless pathetic romantic. I remember though that I had come to this realization that it's only the case because of the "hopeless" part. I used to convince myself that I was a hopeless case and things would always just run in circles and I would let it happen because the truth of it all was that back then, being in a relationship scared me. I used to think that I could kind of relate to the people who say that they'd rather be alone because they're comfortable that way. But I guess it's just because it's something new, and different, and leaves you totally vulnerable. It forces you to be open, be exposed, able to get hurt. I think that's what has always scared me the most. But I've made more discoveries, not only about myself, but more constructs of life and my own personal beliefs. Also, this quote by Blessed John Paul II has been following me everywhere this school semester:

"Have no fear of moving into the unknown. Simply step out fearlessly knowing that I am with you, therefore no harm can befall you; all is very, very well. Do this in complete faith and confidence."

What I found is that it twists and pulls at you in ways that shine new perspectives on things. What you always thought just became something brand new. Something like that I guess. It is thrilling, and I'm not exactly sure how to continue describing it. It's just a completely different and unique flavor I guess in all the different spices that life brings.

"Love is friendship set on fire."

I'll take this step with you. Let's walk together and see where this path leads us. <3