leaving sanity to the insane

I'm such a crazy, pathetic, person. I need to keep my guard up better...like I said before, it's so scary how fast I fall. It really is the music this time. Our main, strong, common passion. Oh how I admire it so, in a way that just makes sense in this insensible way. I need to make sure, that this isn't all in my head. I need to make sure that I will still be able to move on. Time...does it really do anything? Or, is it all an illusion? Just a part of the mind that keeps you up to date...I know, I'm not making any sense here. There are so many things I wish put to words, but I just can't. Sometimes, especially for me, things are just felt, and can't be described. That very previous statement, is the truth behind the failure of my expression.

Music just makes sense to me. Is it insanity to say a thing like that? I'd rather tell you how I feel through song, rather than sit down and talk about how I feel.

I'm going crazy. That's that. Everything drives me nuts.