No more cahldereta with rice before I go to sleep.

So guess what? Yeah, I got nothing. In fact, I feel nothing. Today has been up and down. I got yelled at by the people who live in my house, saying that I'm lazy and don't do anything just because I forgot to do something. Then I was told that I'm going to die all alone. Gee, thanks.
For all of you wonderful people who read my posts, I'm sorry for pouring all of my negative energy here. If you met me in person, I'm usually nothing like my posts (here you hear about my miserable side LoL).
I'm slowly rehabilitating myself. I had an interesting dream last night. It had to do with scary mansions and talking baby panda bears and dragons. My brother (at least I think it was my older brother...it kept on alternating between my best guy friend and my older brother), one of my really really good friends, and I just all of a sudden landed on the roof of this gigantic building. Then, there were three windows that worked like garage doors. My brother came to open each one and to examine it. The one in the middle was a green dragon, and I think the one to my right was a gray gargoyle. The one to my left was some sort of giant bird, that had the colors of blue and yellow. I wanted my brother to choose that one, but instead, he choose the dragon and as it went crazy he jumped on it and grabbed the rest of us and we went flying into the house. I was in the scary mansion, and when I finally got out, I had to go back inside. The first time I was in there, the atmosphere was so disturbing, filled with creepy floating dolls who's eyes would follow you, bats, spiders, the smell of a place that hasn't been inhabited in a really really long time. There was even the whole velvet stair-casing. The strangest thing was that we were informed somehow that it was our old associate priest's house. This all happened during the night. When we finally found our way out, it was morning, and then we had to go back inside. It wasn't so scary during the day, but I guess that's how it's like for everything. When we were in a higher floor, as I looked out the window, I saw a group of my friends just walking by. I knocked on the window in hope that they could hear me, and two of them did, well, they looked up. One of them was one of my best friends who I've known ever since we were in pre-school. We're still really close even now, and we're about to be college students. :D The other was this one really awesome guy who I had choir with who wrote a song with almost identical chord structure as a song of mine that I wrote. I think the difference was that for one part he went down to an E minor and I went up to a G chord, oh and I played it on piano and his was on guitar. Aside from that, everything was the same. Funny how that happened, huh? Actually, I think it's amazing. Anyway, there was this one part where one of the rooms were set up like a restaurant and as I was there, I was waiting. It were as if I had a feeling that one of my best friends would just come in through the door, see me, smile, and sit with me. Unfortunately that never happened. The talking baby panda that I was carrying around went missing, and I had to go look for him. Then, there was a big bear lying down in the middle of the floor, and it talked too! Yes, I may have lost my subconscious mind.
In other news, Vocaloid is pretty cool, as long as you know how to handle the software, which I really want to get my hands on sometime. I want to see how it works. I have FLStudio and so I want to compare and test it out. I like all forms of music and am willing to give things a try. :) By the way, they're not robots, in concert they're holograms. Their voices are actually voiced by actual people, and you create their music by doing something and typing in melody. It got more popular when they included a box art with the software and ta-da! Introducing Hatsune Miku, the Kagamines, Megurine Luka, etc. But need I say more, as otaku you all must know!
Sorry, that was a mini rant because on a website I read some comments where they're bashing the work, and I seriously wanted to get things straight for those who are ignorant and assume they know everything there is to know.
Don't get me wrong, I like people. It's just the things that they do have their ups and downs as well. @_@
Hah, I feel better ^^ Now I should try channeling this energy through my workouts, because that seemed to work today too. Hmm...another way to release my negative energy. YaY! LoL ^__^