My love has come back to me.

I'm still working on discovering myself. You must now that above all else, I love GOD. I have come to know that much, and HE is the best friend anyone could ever have. However, I have come to realize something else. Now I understand another connection as to why I love music. It is my escape. Whenever things start to crash around me, there's a song that is able to put me at ease. Why can't I ever find the true meaning as to why I feel this attachment to music? When I need to write about it, the writing sounds pretty good, but it's not exactly what I mean. Music gives hope, comfort, and can even make a person smile. Getting lost in a song is probably one of the best feelings in the world. It's like running away to a place that lies outside of time. It could be in the past, it could be what lies in the future, or it could even be a dream. The world around you ceases to exist, and for those few minutes, reality means nothing. I would love to share how I feel with other people and I want people to be touched in some sort of way through music. It's one of those rare things that just makes sense to me. As a person, I have the hardest time trying to express how I feel, I'm timid in my actions. My friends even pick on me, saying that I'm a "subtle flirt". Although, I do have a friend that says I "shamelessly flirt" from time to time...but the truth is, I didn't even realize that would be considered flirting. I always thought that when I like someone, wow, I don't even know. LoL Honestly, it's always different with every person.
Back to music. I can't even count all the many times where a melody has taken my breath away, or when I have been moved to tears. Music also has that ability to call memories back to mind. Have you ever noticed that violins have the ability to cry? Or that cellos can sing? I guess all instruments can sing, but it's most apparent in cellos. A bass can hum you to sleep. Pianos possess gentleness and guitars are tender. Drums? They are the heartbeat of music. All of them love, all of them can be happy, and even sad. Sound is a beautiful thing. It's an exhilarating feeling just being able to listen. Just like people, individually they are unique and beautiful, but when combined together they have the ability to create something amazing. Something so outstanding that their own individual beauty combines with one another, increasing it tenfold, inventing something that is strong enough to even touch a distant heart.