I'm Still Learning

Well well well. Skeleton Life. I can't get enough of it. I love this song. Lately I've just preferred to evaluate myself through what goes through my mind when I listen to music. Whenever my brain is on the verge of going crazy or anything else, I just turn up the mp3 I got for Christmas and write whatever comes to mind. I think it's really cool. This song keeps coming back to me, but the lyrics in particular, well I guess, are so fitting. Also the song itself is really catchy. I guess it's true that I do like all kinds of music. It's got this Big Band feel to it.

In this floating blue world
Gazing at the bridge with silver boxes going back and forth
Sun rising up, frightening and happy
But I'm getting a little bit sleepy
The sticky sole from my foot is numb
Before I couldn't feel anything
Once again...
Teach me, how to ride the wave
Dog paddle is the best that I can do
Teach me, how to breathe
The snorkel that you handed over gently
Fading away dream, morning from the west
Into the upside-down sky full of stars
Sun sets, fast and quiet
Emptiness and tranquility starts
Today as well, hitting the only back of one day
There is no meaning in languid tempo
But still...
Teach me, how to fly in the sky
I can only step back and crouch down
Teach me, how to flap my wings
I will try to spread both hands

Here's the link for it if anyone would like to watch. It's by Kagamine Rin. Yes, I am a Vocaloid fan hehehe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQoKD3FZdfc

I guess coming back here for my second semester confirms all of my doubts. I really do like it here, and I find myself blending in slowly. I've come to realize that I don't know much at all, but that's okay. No one knows everything, and how in the world can anyone be sure of what tomorrow brings? It's okay, I just have to keep going forward, even if my nerves get the better of me and I start to get a little bit queasy. I have to be willing to learn, not only because of the fact that I am in college, but also I want to learn more lessons about life, about myself, because when I do, that's when I know that as time is passing by, I am going forward. After all, it's not the age that matters, it's what you've acquired as the years go by.