The most random thing ever so I might as well post this.

Today has been an interesting day...I guess. I can't decide if I'm just tired or if I'm still getting off of all the crazy. I don't know what to think. Music plays an interesting role in my life. It's amazing how much of an impact it can add. I don't know, I can't even get all of my thoughts to go through because I barely even know what's going on inside. I think it's something I need some silence for. I don't know. I just want to be quiet and reflective, so maybe I'm still unwinding from everything that happened last night. It was amazing what happened but I don't even think I could go into it. I hope I'm not actually getting haunted by anything, maybe I should be asked to be prayed for.
Okay, so major thought process ramble until I figure out what I want to say. It's like a bunch of different songs playing over and over, my thoughts go whichever they go pretty much. I don't even know what I'm saying or it makes any sense worth anything. Whatever. So currently, I'm with my boyfriend and some friends, but I kinda wanted to have alone time but who knows? I don't even know what I want or what I'm thinking or etc etc. My brain is all over the place and I feel like I should be doing things but I don't even know if I have things. I basically don't even know what's happening and I don't even know if it's okay that I don't or what. Gee whiz. I'm totally listening to Jango and I have the radio station set to IU, so that's all good. Yeah, I guess life is good, pretty much. Who knows? Who cares? For some reason, that kinda sounds like my dad I guess.