thanks hannah >.> I didn't know anyone would read something that long o-o anyways... welll i guess i can ask my sister, but it'd be really awkward and I wouldn't feel... good. she might.. not really care. It's kind of sad >.>" But I guess I'll get over it if I keep getting comments on my drawings x]
and [i think] that since she's my best friend, she automatically uses me because she feels like she can. =[ oh wells....
I understand what you mean when all you want to feel is pain. A long time ago, I found out the truth about my mom. I was devastated because it felt that I didn't really know my mom at all. That everything that she said or did that was awesome was all a lie. .. So I know what you mean.
Your sister, it's alright, you have to give it time, to love somebody that hate so much will take time to change. Try getting along with her, you can change how she feels towards you if you try. Or confront her. Demand to hear our the truth from her. You may heard the truth, but was it directly from her mouth? How can you know? So you must find out yourself hearing it coming from her mouth. compromise and you'll work something out. ^-^
Also I know how you feel when you lose someone important to you too, and what makes it worse is that no one even realizes that it happened. Well except for you, you were able to let some people know, I lets say was trapped in her own little corner and no one came to find her. :P
But it is okay, you may have gone through all that horrible events, but you now have experience, you can prevent it from happening again with your current best friend. If she abuses your trust and asks for you money all the time, I wouldn't really call that a best friend, but since she is there for you, I understand how you feel of not wanting to lose her as a best friend.
You can do it! Don't give up. Don't be sad, if you're going to be sad, don't keep it up inside, draw it out like crazy!! That way you can show it instead of explaining it. Makes it go by faster and a little easier. ^-^
wishmakerz
Otakuite++ | Posted 07/17/08 | Reply
@wingsxdontxfail:
thanks hannah >.> I didn't know anyone would read something that long o-o anyways... welll i guess i can ask my sister, but it'd be really awkward and I wouldn't feel... good. she might.. not really care. It's kind of sad >.>" But I guess I'll get over it if I keep getting comments on my drawings x]
and [i think] that since she's my best friend, she automatically uses me because she feels like she can. =[ oh wells....
*will feel better eventually*
wingsxdontxfail
Otaku Legend | Posted 07/17/08 | Reply
I understand what you mean when all you want to feel is pain. A long time ago, I found out the truth about my mom. I was devastated because it felt that I didn't really know my mom at all. That everything that she said or did that was awesome was all a lie. .. So I know what you mean.
Your sister, it's alright, you have to give it time, to love somebody that hate so much will take time to change. Try getting along with her, you can change how she feels towards you if you try. Or confront her. Demand to hear our the truth from her. You may heard the truth, but was it directly from her mouth? How can you know? So you must find out yourself hearing it coming from her mouth. compromise and you'll work something out. ^-^
Also I know how you feel when you lose someone important to you too, and what makes it worse is that no one even realizes that it happened. Well except for you, you were able to let some people know, I lets say was trapped in her own little corner and no one came to find her. :P
But it is okay, you may have gone through all that horrible events, but you now have experience, you can prevent it from happening again with your current best friend. If she abuses your trust and asks for you money all the time, I wouldn't really call that a best friend, but since she is there for you, I understand how you feel of not wanting to lose her as a best friend.
You can do it! Don't give up. Don't be sad, if you're going to be sad, don't keep it up inside, draw it out like crazy!! That way you can show it instead of explaining it. Makes it go by faster and a little easier. ^-^
Cheer up please?