Hark and be of good cheer!
A kind, eccentric writer lives here!
Some serious works, some silly rhymes
Show the passing of life times
Stories therein, some words too
Poetry for the fanciful of you
Read on, good soul, and may you smile
And stay herein for quite a while

Every Time

Every time
Every word
Prepared and crafted with care
Smoothly sailing in sculpted lines
This is what I meant to say
This is what I meant to portray
But dry and dull and drawn
All I have done
Has withered with the time
Has faded into
What I call failure
Can I escape this feeling of guilt?
This ruthless sense of incompetence?
This overwhelming sense of unworthiness?
Am I meant to wallow here, too afraid?
To fail again
To fall again
To cry again
That I won’t even say what needs be said
Smoothly sculpted sailing lines of words
Have scattered in this broken breeze.

{written a while ago. just found it}

Update

So another exam time, another year gone by, so time for some updates to my life story here.

Sorry I never get on anymore! but it's not like y'all really follow up on me, so I can't be blamed.

New beaux! I have a wonderful boyfriend so my depression should be lessening. That means more pretty pretty instead of gruesome. I shall refer to him as Piggy, since that is something I have been known to call him (he sees it as a compliment, pigs can be quite cute).

Poetry should be coming. I just need to find the time to actually root around and find it while I'm on. Perhaps someday soon.

I'll be travelling the last half of May, so plenty of stories to be told there I'm sure. I will try to journal for the good of all who read my works. I'm singing with a choir over there, so my energy levels might not be all that impressive.

That's what's new. I'll try to get on soon.

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