Cute!

It was Black Friday today ( obviously ) and I had to work, but since Wendy's here in my town isn't very popular because of the day shift service, we weren't as busy as a lot of other places probably were. We had a lot of people working today, too. It wasn't so bad. They put me on front register, and I am still learning everything and I messed up a few times which made me really frustrated, but it all turned out okay. ANYWAYS! the point of me writing this whole thing is this:

I have NOT grown a crush on my managers, but I find them to be VERY cute. XD. I told my uncle about it (and he works with me) and he knew right away which ONE I thought was cute. He said I flirt with him BUT I DONT! If that's flirting than I must flirt with A LOT of people (GIRLS AND BOYS).

BASS!!!

So today I bought blank CDs for "my car" (It's actually my mom's but it will eventually be mine). I LOVE BASS! Especially when I am driving. Or even just in the car! LOVE LOVE LOVE! So right now I am getting all of my dubstep and techno songs I like together and putting them on one of my blank CDs. Im so excited! hahaha!

THANKFUL!!!

Despite the road blocks that go along with life, I am very thankful for a lot of things. Sometimes life can get hard, but I know I don't have it nearly as bad as others and my heart goes out to all of the people who have it so bad. I hope that they stick it out and try their hardest to become someone or something and become successful and amazing people.

Here is what I am thankful for:

1) Being here and alive

2) Being able to go to school and get an education. ~ I love school and I love learning. It's been really hard and my grades have been sort of slipping, but I am really trying. I'm grateful that I am able to go through school and that I enjoy it as much as I do, because some people just take it for granted while others can't go to school.

3) Having a family. ~ My family is extremely disfunctional and I hate it. Unfortunately, I can't control them or anyone else, so there isn't anything I can do or change about it except just keep going and trying to keep my head up.

4) MY JOB! ~ I am sooo grateful to have a job! Not only a job, but I job that I absolutely LOVE. Not many people can say they love there job, but I sure can. I even work at a fast food restaurant, and I can still say I love it. Mostly because the people I work with. I havn't gotten out of the house much so being social is something I don't really do, but I am now that I have a job. Plus, it feels good to be responisble and to make money that I worked very hard for.

5) My boyfriend. ~ I find him to be very lazy and immature, but he puts up with me, so I gotta put up with him! XD. Im just glad he's with me. Somedays (a lot lately) are really hard to get through talking to him because he's not at the same maturity level as I am (and I am 2 years younger) and I make smarter choices than he does. But he has good intentions and I can't see myself with anyone else.

6) The real friends that I DO have. ~ In my previious post I told about an ex friend who treated me like crap that is trying to ease their way back into my life. People like her are no good and don't have a soul (lol jk about the soul part) I am thankful for the REAL friends. Friends who honestly sincerely care about our friendships and about me and what we have. I am not to entirely sure who those people are anymore, but I have hope that they are there. And I am thankful for the.

7) I am thankful for my religion. ~ My religion has helped me so much. It has pulled me away from believing in the most extreme stuff. My religion is a left-pathed religion, so it's the opposite of Christianity. Basically, it's an atheist religion, but there is more to it than that. I have nothing against Christianity, because my whole family are christians and my friends are christians. But it's not for me, it's not what I believe in.

8) Anime and Manga! ~ Anime and manga have helped me escape a lot. Over the summer after break up and an ending of a friendship with that "friend" I had, I didn't have much of a life. I didn't want to go out and do things. Id lay around doing nothing. But when I watched anime, it helped me escape from the pains of life at the time. It still does, but it's just wonderful. It's like music for some people. It's what brought me to this site, it's what made me meet 2 of my best friends at an anime convention, and it helped me realize that I don't need to hide myself, I don't need to be ashamed of liking the things I like. I used to and still do get made fun of by friends for liking anime and manga. I went to a convention and all the people there were awesome and I could be myself. I thought "why should I suffer and hide how I feel and who I am" and since then I have been a better person.

THANK YOU FOR READING THIS IF YOU DID! I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE COMMENT AND GIVE ME THEIR INPUT AND HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT WHAT I SAY, EVEN IF I DON'T AGREE! AND I APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE ACTUALLY MAY CARE ABOUT WHAT I HAVE TO SAY! I LOVE YOU GUYS IN A FAN-TYPE OF LOVE! XD

Go Figure

FIRST of all, I'd like to say that I hope everyone had a WONDERFUL and FANTASTIC thanksgiving! I actually got to enjoy it this year and it was very fulfilling. Haha.

I'm very irritable today, the main reason is because of this dumb person Im about to talk about. So, around the beginning of August, I had posted something on here called "FAKE FRIENDS". That very friend who I was talking about in that post hasn't spoken a word to me and I havn't spoken a word to her, either...Until today. I woke up sometime in the middle of the night and grabbed my phone and looked at my messages subconsciously, so I didn't realize anything at first. I got up around 8, checked my messages again and had a message from a phone number that wasn't logged into my contacts, but I knew who it was right away because of the area code. I looked closer to the number hoping it was just someone else, but it wasn't. It was just a forward for thanksgiving and what-not but it still made me mad. I didn't reply to it, because she was such a horrible friend, but I did unblock her on facebook so I could creep on her wall. I didn't think I'd be able to considering the fact that she had it set private, but she must have changed it. Im really mad that she thinks she can just do that. Slip those little kiss*** stuff in there to try and "ease" me into a friendship with her again. Because my aunt had posted a picture of me on her facebook and she liked it (the friend did, because she's friends with my aunt).

The second reason why I am irritable is because of my "oh so lovely" boyfriend. he lives in a different state then I am, because he had to move over the summer and is hopefully moving back after this year. IDK. But anyways, here he's griping about having to clean the house. Okay, no one likes to do that. Not so bad to be upset about. But then he goes and gets upset because he barely got any sleep. But he CHOOSES to stay up all night to play video games. Then he decides to sleep when everyone is over for thanksgivng when it's loud. NOW he's complaining about having to go black friday shopping. I personally, don't feel that it's a big deal and he probably just wants to play video games. Or maybe right now Im just being very crabby. I want to tell him to SUCK.IT.UP. But I wouldn't like it if he told me that, and I think it would be very mean, but I don't really know what to tell him. He's at his own fault because he's tired. But I don't want to tell him that either! lol.

But besides that my day was wonderful, and right after this I am going to make another post about what I am thankful for.

Nutella

Yesterday after school, my locker partner god "pissed off" at me because I have been calling Nutell "noo-tella" and she told me it's "nuh-tella" because there are nuts in it so it's "NUH-tella". I knew the pronunciation didn't matter, because whatever it's called, it's delicious and I refuse to argue over something so ridiculously stupid. BUT I just now got curious to what it actually is because I have heard it said both ways and I wanted to know what was the right pronunciation, if there was one. I have read quite a few places that Nutella is in fact pronounced "noo-tella" because it is an italian product, therefore it has an italian name. Since we Americans (Im american) like to butcher pronunciations to foreign names, I wasn't suprised that some called it "nuh-tella". I have nothing against my own country and it's culture, but I feel that americans should have more knowledge about other cultures. We could learn a lot and maybe some people wouldn't be so ignorant to other ethnicities.