So, here's my World Page designed especially for me. For those of you who aren't familiar with me, I'm an aspiring Manga-ka (at least in my own mind) and I enjoy many things in life, including, but not limited to: sword-fights, squirrels, lingual jokes, shiny rocks, and strawberries.
Also, I was born in Texas, but raised in Montana. No, I don't ride horses, or boil water over a campfire to heat it, and as a matter of fact, I hate Westerns! I don't have an accent (y'all) and I don't wear a ten-gallon cowboy hat with chaps. I'm a normal, everyday average citizen of America... who wishes he were somewhere else. XD I'm also agnostic, so don't come preaching to me about anything, okies? And, I won't throw you down a well, okies? Yay! Friends!!!
"You have to be realistic about terrorism. Certain groups of people, certain groups, Muslim fundamentalists, Christian fundamentalists, Jewish fundamentalists, and just plain guys from Montana, are going to continue to make life in this country very interesting for a long, long time."
~George Carlin
Or, check out our DeviantArt page [Shiro-Jinja] that Angelo (Fai no Tenshi) and I share!
Well, hope you enjoy your visit and sayonara for now! ^_^
Hey, guys. It's been a while, hasn't it? *isn't sure because, he never checks his blog*
Got together with Angelo (Fai no Tenshi) the last couple of days to watch anime. We've seen DVDS one through three of Haruhi Suzumiya. It was great and I loved it.
Now, we're gonna move on to Buso Renkin here soon.
I don't know what it is, but lately, I felt like I'm missing something, you know? Like, a piece of yourself was left behind somewhere. Or like you asked someone to do a favor for you and they turned you down because they didn't think you were worth enough effort... must be the depression coming back... this year is gonna suck if this keeps happening.
I feel like I don't care about anything anymore. Like I'm numb to the world... I want to draw, but I can't find the insentive to do it. I want to call my girlfriend, but I don't see the point in walking from the living room to my bedroom to get the cellphone. I want to drive to town at a normal speed, but I end up blanking out and when I get there, I don't remember driving there. It's eerie, ya know? All these weird things... mmm... I wonder if there's a quirk in my brain or something.
I feel like crying, but then I get dry and end up staring out the window, mind completely blank and not sure where I am or what I'm doing... it's just weird.
The other day, I went to light a candle, but I blanked out. Then, I heard Angelo asking me what the hell was wrong with me and noticed I'd been running my finger through the flame. That worried him, I think.
He's called a couple of times today.
We don't work 'til tomorrow afternoon, I could go see him. Better than being home alone, I guess... It's dull here, I need something exciting to happen.
I'm in a rut.
I hate those.
*sigh* Well, I'm gonna go find a way to entertain myself now.
I'll do my best to figure out what's wrong and cheer up a little, guys. Okay? Thanks for reading.
See you all around! n_n
Yes, it's been a fun day.
I went to hang out with some friends in town today! We went with some Kohai of ours (deviantArt: SayaHimitsuzuki and KichigaiGoRawr). I had a good time. I got to see my Niko-chan <3 smile a special smile today. It's not one I see often and I was glad to be there for it. n__n I didn't buy anything, but Angelo and Niko splurged! XD We went to the mall (Hot Topic and Waldenbooks) and Hastings.
Together, we all got:
A Shigure plushie (Niko cuddles it and tries to make me jealous, heh heh!)
three dvds of Haruhi Suzumiya
The first dvd of Loveless
a little box of "Hello Panda" biscuits. (I nom them now~!!)
Then, we had McDonalds for lunch.
There were these two little kids that looked EXACTLY like how one might imagine Sakura and Syaoran (Tsubasa RC -CLAMP) would if they were human! It was soooooo kawaii!! They were little 5-year-old kids and I wanted to take a picture, but didn't. It would've been awkward. Lol.
That was my day. Angelo went into work for three hours for some "overtime" because he said he'd cover for someone who hadn't shown up. So, Niko and I went home and played some video games, YAY!
Altogether, it was a pretty awesome day. Yus, it was.
Well, thanks for listening in on my life! ^_^
Hope everyone else's weekend was fun and great as well!
Hah hah! Weird... according to the Tsubasa Guide Book, I'm Syaoran. But, at TheO, I'm Fai-san. Cool. I can be a mix of the two I guess, depending on my mood. XD
I GOT A CAR!!! Yippee, Skippy!
It's a used one- an '00 Honda Accord, Forest Green in color... Yeah... I was thinking of putting my name on the liscence plate, but decided against it. I just dried up my savings buying it, but it's all worth it. I'll work it all off and build up my savings again right away. I'm excited because it means Angelo and I won't have to walk to work in the dead of winter~! ^o^
And, that brings us to the bad news.
Saturday night, I worked EXTRA late. Angelo and I had a friend with us at our workplace 'til about 8:30 at night because no one was able to come get us and no one would allow us to walk home in the cold dark without any jackets. 9_9
Anyway, that same night at about 2am, someone tried to torch the place. There's some fire damage and the glass in the front door is shattered. It's being treated as Arson.
Makes me sad that someone would try to do that... and, seeing as the only other place to have the SAME thing happen on the SAME night says something. Both of these restaurants are owned by people of Mexican descent. My boss's grandfather, I think, was who came here first. Can't remember. Pissed me off tho'. No one's said anything, but I still think this was done by some racist bastard.
Either way, it kinda scares me. We were there for a whole extra hour and a half and it could've happened then too! ^_^" Lately, I've been narrowly escaping tight and sticky situations. I hope my good luck holds out!
These kinds of things happen often here in this tiny town. There have been countless attempts to burn the local school down by kids almost every summer since forever. One year, faculty came back to school and found that someone had rolled a large tire down the hill above the school and it had busted through a wall and into a classroom. Damn delinquints. I mean, I hate school for certain reasons as well, but I'd never try to damage the place or burn it down. And, I love my job, so I don't understand why someone would try to burn down a place where other people do their best to help the community.
This is obviously the work of "young souls"- those people that never matured past age 14 or 15 and believe the world is against them. People who do outrageous things to get attention.
Well, there's my rant.
On a bright side note, once my parents trust me to drive the car alone (I'm not insured 'til Tuesday and they want me to get more practice in before I'm trusted alone with it ^^") I can take Angelo to visit Tiffany at lunch-time on Mondays! And I can go see my gf, Niko, more often as well! YAY! *dances*
Okies, it's time I go.
Talk to you all later! I hope your weekend went well and this week is great for you too! Bai-beeeeee~!
I can't sleep yet, so here I am at 11:45 at night posting about the last day or so.
Today's weather sucked.
It rained and poured off and on all morning. Luckily, the only thing that battered Angelo and I around on our walk to work was high winds and light rain... there was a nice rainbow though. ^_^
We didn't have many customers at work.
Lately, there haven't been many people coming into the shop. It gets boring so we usually come up with fun things to do. That includes getting on the chat here at TheO. I've also reached my deadline for a t-shirt sketch tomorrow and I'll be working on that tomorrow to finish before going in... we're selling cheesecake at the shop now though. ^o^
I slept late.
I got up late this morning after another night of strange dreams that I can't interpret. My mind is ablaze with things I can't understand. I still dream about a giant door that refuses to open, no matter how many Mokonas and alchemy I throw at it. I had a dream once that I was Fai and I thought that I could open it with Mokona... it didn't work, but it was fun. I went to Angelo's house not 20 minutes after waking up. n_n
Well, now I have an idea to draw the five main Tsubasa characters as kids... yeah, that sounds fun. But first, sleep! Perhaps I'll draw that this weekend.
Well, good night to all!
If you got through this, you deserve a big cookie. Thanks for getting through my random boring gibberish about my dull and strange life. XD
