No, really...
For starters, I FAILED the last quiz I had in Japanese. Of course, it was over the ONE grammar point that I just can't get, The /Te/-form of verbs... ugh.
But, I'll practice on it and do better next time. It happened early on in the semester, so I can bring that up easy.
My boyfriend is also sick with what I had last weekend. Only, his case is milder. He's yet to get physically ill, but his stomach's in knots and he's nauseous. I hope he gets better soon. He said he felt better today as compared to yesterday, but he still stayed home from school. I went to his house after school for a few hours to dote on him. :P
OH! Another thing.
I'm getting kinda... fed up with the art here on TheOtaku. It's just a popularity contest and, let's face it, TheDarkAngel just isn't as popular as he could be.
But, I'm not here asking for popularity, that's NOT something I want. I HATE being popular, because then everyone else is envious, y'know?
No, what I want is recognition and I haven't gotten as much as I used to. >(
MY GAWD, I used to put up an art piece and I'd get almost instant feedback, and it was CONSTRUCTIVE criticism!
But, lately, all I get is 2 or 3 little comments on something I spent upwards of 5 to 10 hours on. And, the comments are little things, like, "Oh, too cute!" or "I like such-and-such" or "This, that, and the other is off..."
NO REALLY?!?!?! Well, if it's off, why don't you SUGGEST a way for me to fix it?!
To me, that's like saying, "Hey, the cat knocked over the pot in the kitchen and it shattered all over the floor." Well, okay, then, PICK UP THE PIECES! Don't just tell me, DO something about it! DX
Then, someone else came in, "Oh, that cat was cute! Yeah, I liked it's eyes!"
FUUU~UUU~CK!
Maybe I should do more fanart?
Screw that. I HATE doing fan art, unless it's a spur-of-the-moment kind of thing. But, it's rare, OKAY?!
Now, if you'll excuse me, I have about 3 chapters to read for Japanese Religions tomorrow, ON TOP of all my other HOMEWORK.
And, I'm too stressed and tired to give two shits about what everyone thinks of this post! GOOD NIGHT!
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*storms off*
~Yosei~
WAAAAH!!!
I think I gave my boyfriend that sickness I had last weekend that sent me to the ER! @^@;
I went ALLLL the way out to his house only to be told, "No, I think you should go home, hon. I don't know if this is the same thing you had or not. I think we should play it safe and you should stay away."
*cries in a corner*
I can't function, I'm so worried for him! TT^TT
I've realized that when the person I care about most is sick, I get reckless. Especially driving home, I was all, "I can be careless. My boyfriend is sick! That's more important! I don't care!"
Then, I realized that my current thoughts were irrational and I needed to change them. I had to stay okay, it wouldn't be good if he were sick AND worried about me when I'm already worried about him! @^@;
I was being selfish, too. I just wanna be with him, that's all...
*sigh* I'm home now... probably gonna go draw, or something...
(Sorry about posting TWICE in one day... uff.)
~Yosei~
I got to go to town and spend the day with my mom yesterday. ^_^
Let's see...
First, we stopped at the mall to checkout JCPenny and Herberger's. But, we didn't find anything.
They were having some kind of fashion show for prom dresses at the mall anyway and... blegh. I hated prom, both times I went- though, the second time was MUCH better than the first... >_> which is saying something... v_v; (Inner self: You said you wouldn't complain! Me: OH! RIGHT!!! Sorry!)
Umm, then we went across town to Ross and TJMaxx, which was alright. We were there for a while and I found myself a new pair of pants. ^_^ I'd been wanting a new pair of black pants since I mainly use my other pair for work.
And, mom bought an hourglass that's exactly like the one my b/f bought, like, 3 weeks ago. XD
Afterwards, we hit Super WalMart and bought lotsa groceries. And... I gots make-up... (.___.) Just "foundation"- mom said it'd help hide my acne when I break out. Even though I don't break out very bad when I do, but I figure, "Eh, why not?"
After that, we went home, it was around 4pm.
OMIGAWD! I had McDonald's for the first time since I'd gone to the ER, y'know, and it was SO SALTY!!! HOLY CRAP! x__X My mom and sister were like, "We don't notice any change" but, I was all, "AAAH! IT'S SALTY!!!"
I guess that liquid really flushed my system out. XD
Anyhoo, I finished my Japanese homework this morning, so I'm gonna go meet the boyfriend in town. He wants to try buying Mass Effect (I & II), so I might go watch him play, since I hear it's only a one-player game.
Thanks for reading~!
~Yosei~
Has anyone else ever noticed that eggs that we eat are actually eggs that were never fertilized?
Does this mean we're eating a hen's menstrual- *watches four people run from the room, clutching their mouths and stomachs* cyle...? owO
In other news:
I'm feeling better~!
Thanks everyone, for all your kind words and wishes the last few days. I went back to school on Wednesday and was still incredibly weak, trying to get up and down three to five flights of stairs really takes a lot of energy I didn't know I could muster, until now. o_O Quite an eye-opener! By then, I was still only living on water and powerade.
Thursday, I finally sh** solid for the first time since Sunday... *watches two more people walk away* ...which was a good sign, according to the doctor. And, I REALLY started to feel better when my boyfriend pretty much forced me to eat a bacon-egg-cheese biscuit, saying I needed protein. That honestly, really helped. It got me back on my feet, though I'm still weak.
Today, my stomach is back to normal and I'm back to drinking sodas and juices and eating my usual foods (mmm, bacon...). As a matter of fact, I'm STARVING right now! XD But, it's 11:15 at night, so... I'll have to settle for a snack.
I have the weekend off of work since I KNOW I won't have the strength to work hard and fast like normal. But, according to some coworkers, there were at least three other people sick last weekend, though none of THEM went to the ER like I did... stupid diabetes, making things worse than they need to be. >(
Okies, well.... that's about it, unless I forgot something... >_>
Thanks for reading~!
~Yosei~
Ugh... so, on Sunday night, my parents brought me home dinner from Taco Time (like Taco Bell only... ew) and I already hate mexican food, so mexican FAST food is like the bane of my existence. I ate it anyway.
then, I began to feel nauseous around 9:30pm and went to bed, hoping to sleep it off (or burp/fart it out, like I usually do since it's usually just gas). However, at about midnight, my body decided it couldn't take it anymore and I ran to the bathroom.
D'you wanna know what the worst feeling in the world is?
Sh*ttin' uncontrollably in the can while leaning to the side and puking up two pounds of stomach contents into the bathtub. Yeah, that was me. =_= The whole f*ckin' burrito I'd ate earlier... yuck.
Sorry about that visual/thought. But, it's true.
Well, after that was over, I actually felt a little better and went back to bed, shivering. Then, around 1:45 am, I got up and did the same thing. Jeeze! You'd think ONCE would be enough! Apparently, karma was the enemy!
Anyway, after the second attack, I was too weak and tired to move, so I began to yell for my mom, who got my dad and they picked me up to move me to my room. However, in the middle of the move, I completely passed out and that's when my mom decided she was taking me to the Emergency Room. Before we left, I got sick one last time (making my dad scramble around my room looking for my trash can) but after that, I was able to hold it all down.
We got to the ER and they wheeled me in (and, to be honest, that was the best I felt, just sittin' in the wheelchair, and being in motion with it being nice and cold outside). Then, they placed me in a small room in a tiny bed and hooked me up to some fluids via I.V. And, thus, I spent three hours in there, waiting for the doctor to finish with other patients before he could get to me. I hadn't slept in almost 24 hours by this time and I tried to sleep in that little bed, but it was... not fun.
Around 8pm I was let out. I could then stand without getting dizzy and by that time, all I wanted was to go home.
So, I got home around 8:30 and fell asleep for the rest of the day.
However, after three hours of pumping liquids into me, all I do is sh*t water... it's not fun. I'm hoping to fix that by finally eating something solid today. And, I smell like the ass-end of a circus, but I'm gonna take a bath too.
My god, all I want now is my boyfriend... I just want someone to hold me. TT^TT
I should be back in school tomorrow.
Thanks for reading!
~Yosei~
