R.I.P my little Baby Marshmallow

God I've been crying all day over my loss. I loved him so much, with all my heart. He was so much to me, he was my little baby. I try so hard to think of all my happy moments with him, and then it just leads to an image of a lifeless hamster body. It's horrible, I always think of the most depressing things. All day, I've been blaming myself for his death, in one way or another when I KNOW it isn't my fault. I'm feeling guilty, sad, and lonely now that he's gone. Even seeing a little picture of him kills me. I miss him so much.......

I just hope his last minutes were peaceful, and that he was very happy all his life. I did my best to take care of him, and I loved him so much rather he loved me or not. GOD MARSHMALLOW I MISS YOU ;A;