yummy suika won 2nd place in my challenge! She asked me to draw myself and at first I took it as I will just draw myself in my style. But I got to thinking on a deeper level with this piece. Yummy Suika drew me being very happy and playing around she really capture how I am. So I decided to share more of me on emotional level and here's my story.
It's me obviously, but I drew it on more of an emotional level that I have been dealing for the past year and so. I have been hurt and I lost a lot this past year just starting my first year of college off. I was broken into pieces, but I still kept a smile on my face. I soon realize that there's a reason why I am going though this hard time, I know I am stronger then this and I know I can handle it. The wings are suppose to represent of being reborn again. I am improving myself on what has happen in the past year and also as a person. I have been doing a lot better then what I was at first. I have improved my thinking process of difficult situations that you think you would never be in, but somehow are. I focus on what is important to me, the past is not important anymore I can't change it. I am here to better my present and the future. That is what is most important to me. I am not going to care about people who judge or who really don't care about my well being.(the people in real life) I feel better now. I got rid of the negative and kept the positive in my life. Even getting a new look help too lol. But there's a reason why we get hurt at times and maybe just a lot happens at once. We have a choice to either improve or not. I really hope that you guys choose to improve yourself and move forward from whatever the situation is. Don't become that rotten selfish person, you will never find what you are looking for then in life.
I hope you guys enjoy this and hopefully it help some of you :) Also I hope you like your prize Yummy Suika ♥
Love, Rose ♥