*siiiiiiiigh* So...there's a lot going on. not much of it is new, really the fact that it's been the same sh*t for so long is what's getting me so down. my best friend and I have both hit this point where it's time, and SOMETHING'S GOTTA GIVE. or we're gonna break. and that's really all there is to it. Because of this, I felt I ought to try to make something pretty to cheer us up, or at least something pretty to look at that has our mantra on it <3

Alex, i love you, babe. you're the best friend i could ever ask for <3 this disney thing may or may not happen, but curse it all, we will find SOMETHING to break so we can get outta these lives we've built. One way or another, sweetie, we will make a way to somewhere happier than here.

To everyone else: heeeey haha...um yeah. what I said stands. so this is for all of you who're in that same spot, where life has knocked you down one time too many, where it's one thing after another and it just doesn't stop, where there's no end in sight to the crap that's weighing you down. SOMETHING'S GOTTA GIVE. some way, some how, something has to happen that'll turn out lives around. hang in there til then and just keep trying to manage one day at a time, alright? we can do this.