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And to be clear, here are the couples I write for: Ichigo and Rukia (Bleach), Momo and Toshiro (Bleach), Uryuu and Orahime (Bleach), Youraweichie and Kiuske (Bleach), Kagome and Inuyasha (Inuyasha), Sango and Miroku (Inuyasha), Ayame and Koga (Inuyasha), Kagura and Seshomaru (Inuyasha), Seya and Haji (Blood), Winry and Edward (Full Metal Alchemist), Roy and Riza (Full Metal Alchemist), Naruto and Hinata (Naruto), Sakura and Sauske (Naruto), Rachel and Jimmy (Case Closed), Harly and Katie (Case Closed), Ren and Kyoko (Skip Beat!), Kenta and Karin (Chibi Vampire/Karin) Maki and Winner (Karin),

Being Selfish

He had no clue how this had happened, he barely remembered how it even started, he had said something to her, he didn't remember wat, and she had said, "Oh? Then maybe I should just go ahead and end it all hm?" she had even LAUGHED about it! Ichigo could honestly say that he had never been so mad at her in his life, "How can you say something like that?" he wispered, "Ichigo, don't you understand? I deserve to die, I shouldn't-" "Stop being so selfish!" he finally shouted, he just couldn't take anymore of this, he was just so mad, at Rukia? No, not really at her, just mad at the world, at every power that had ever put such thoughts in her head, she should never think such things, she should never doubt her right to life, her reason to live, her right to be happy, he wished that he could erase her life and let her sart over, let her start all over with her eyes being as blind as every other child's should be, not seeing all this blood and death and famine and war and everything else that had hurt her, erase every harsh word every person that ever hurt her, just erase it all, every little bit, she shouldn't have to live the way she had lived, not someone like her, and he would never tell anyone, but sometimes, wen she looks at him, he just aches, because her eyes could look so tired and so wise beyond their years, so tired and hurt and in danger, he hated it wen she looked at him that way, but now was not such a look, he watched the anger flare up in her eyes, and her teeth gritted slightly, "Selfish? SELFISH?! I-" she paused, in a moment of anger she had started to let her tounge slip, "Yes?" he smirked, her eyes trembled with fear, he hated seeing that, but he had to keep his cool, this was NOT an argument that he could loose, and he was about to win the moment she finished that sentence, "I, I have nothing else to say," she wispered, she had never had to look down in shame or secrecy before, but she wouldn't look at him now, if she did, she new that she would be locked under his gaze, "Yes you do, you're suicidal, you no that and so do I, and you were about to say it too," he had learned through his days as a Soul Reaper that sometimes, he had to act cold as stone, he had never used that trick untill now, and he hated it, "I have my reasons," she wispered, the anger in him just kept riseing, "You realize don't you, that I'm nothing, absolutely nothing, espically compared to you," he pushed the anger down, he had a new way of winning, his eyes seemed to smile with him, "If that were true, then I couldn't do this," he said, and that's wen the impossible happened, the barriers broke down and his lips met her's, only a slight struggle emitted from the small woman before she allowed him to kiss her, he was mad, but his kiss didn't show any such emotion, only passion and desiere and love, and it surprised her, but he was such a gentle, soft kisser, and after a short time they had to part for breath, "Can't," she wispered, looking guilty and sad, his hands engulfed her's, "Yes, we can," he promised, "No we can't!" She protested, slideing away from him and swinging her legs over the side of the bed, "Why? Why can't we be together?" he asked her, she didn't even glance his way, "Is it because of Soul Society? Do you think I care about wat they think?! If I have to I'll take you away, I'll kill 'em all, I'll do watever I have to as long as-" "Stop it!" She finally shouted, "It's not Soul Society! It's not you! It's not anything! It's me," she wispered, "I don't deserve you, I don't deserve happiness, or love, and espiically not you, I'm nothing but a selfish murderer, I've already done too much to you," with that he grabbed her rists, pinning her to the bed, "I-Ichigo?" she wispered, "Stop being so selfish," he wispered, before kissing her forcefully, this time his anger was visable in his kiss, he made his purpose clear as he abused her lips with his own, it was the sweetest torture,
Rukia loved this, even wen he was mad at her, his kisses were still so soft and gentle, and she could just sink into him, but she couldn't, she wanted him, she wanted him for so long now, been in love with him for so long now, but she couldn't, she just couldn't keep being selfish, she peeked her eyes open slightly, just enough to see down his t-shirt, looking at the dozens of scars that littered his chest, and that's wen she noticed it, the skin on his hands was so much rougher than his lips, wich incedently, tasted quite a bit like strawberry lip bomb, but she couldn't concentrate on that now, it was all her fault, the scars were her fault, the pain was her fault, the hate was her fault, it was all her fault, but she wanted to be with him so badly, the confussion,she could honestly say, was the most painfull thing she had ever experinced
Ichigo hadn't noticed untill she started hypervenalateing, but she was sobbing uncontrollably, he immediatly sprang up, she hadn't noticed, she was still crying and unaware of the world around her, and that's wen it hit him, it was something that he had done, he had hurt her, he had hurt her pretty badly too, "I'm sorry," he wispered, stareing in pain at the petite woman laying next to him, crying her eyes out, her chest heaving with every short, smuthered breath, "I'm so sorry!" He shouted, and that's wen she awoke from her state, she opened her eyes to see Ichigo looking guilty and unbareable, immediatly, her other emotions were pushed down by her riseing confusssion, her breath steadied and her tears stopped, "Ichigo? Why are YOU apoligizeing?" she asked, "I'm so sorry, I really didn't no I was hurting you, I didn't mean to I swear, I'm so, so sorry, I'll never hurt you like that ever again," he promised, but Rukia still didn't understand why he thought that this was HIS fault, "Hurt me? You didn't hurt me," she replied simply, "Then why were you crying like that?" she looked away, "It IS my fault," he wispered, "No it isn't!" She shouted, "Then why won't you tell me?! Wen you start crying in the middle of a kiss and then won't talk to me, wat am I supposed to think?!" he yelled, "It's all my fault," she wispered, "Those scars, they're my fault, all the pain, my fault," "But you-" "Shut up! Let me talk already!" he stopped, stareing at her intently, "I didn't even give you a choice wen I did that to you, I shouldn't have turned you into a Soul Reaper, those scars, no one should ever have that many, they shouldn't be that deep either, no human, no Soul Reaper, even Renji and my brother don't have that many scars, I'm just so sorry, I should've thought about how this would ruin your future, I mean, these scars will never disapear, wat are you going to tell your children wen they ask about them?!" "Rukia you don't GET IT!" He shouted, "I had every choice in the world to say no! Get it?! I didn't have to take your powers that night, I didn't have to go after you, I didn't have to get my powers back, I didn't have to save you," he grinned, gently pushing her down onto the bed, wrapping his arms under her tiny back, and wispering in her ear, "But I did, you no why?" she shook her head, unable to speak, "Because I wanted to, just like I want to be with you, just like I love you," she shoook her head, "I don't deserve this! I don't deserve to be loved! Or to be happy! Just because I love you dosen't mean that I deserve you!" Ichigo rolled his eyes, "You silly, silly girl, you just don't no wen to shut up, don't you get it yet? I don't want your opinion, I don't care that you think you deserve to die, but most importantly, I DO care about YOU, I want YOU, I love YOU, and my dear, as long as you love me, I'm not letting you go, so you can just forget about this self-hate crap, because it's just meaningless," he wispered, "Although, you DID give me an awfull lot of trouble, you should be punished for that," he wispered, gently nipping her ear, she shreiked quietly, Ichigo grinned, getting up, "You no, .. that's how they repremand dogs," it took a moment before Rukia realized that she had been insulted, and she immediatly yelled, "Wa- who are you to compare me to a dog?! I mean geez! YOU wear lipstick!" "It isn't lipstick Moron! It's chap stick! There's a huge diffrence!" "Sure, Miss Strawberry Lips," Ichigo laughed, admittedly that was pretty clever, he shook his head, laying beside her, "Go to sleep you idiot, it's getting late," she closed her eyes and felt Ichigo pull her next to him, "And by the way, to answer your question, wen my kids ask about these scars, I'll tell them that I got these, because I wanted to rescue their mommy, and that I don't regret anything," Rukia grinned, "Now who's being selfish?" she mocked, "No," he said simply, "That's still you,"

Coldness Of Winter

It had just started snoweing again, how ironic, snow was her elemant, something she had always loved, but now it had taken something preciouse from her, she wouldn't go so far as to say that the Espada had been too much for him, but he had been injured previously and now she wished that she had taken on the stronger of the two, she neeled down in the snow, she woundered then, if she would dispise the snow and ice the way she did the rain, she had once loved nothing more than to twirl and spin and laugh on a rainy day, but now everytime she saw the sky water she just wanted to scream! The rain had taken the only person to except her since she had become a Kuchiki, and now the snow was takeing the only person that she ever truley loved undyeingly, besides her brother and Renji ofcourse, oh how she hated herself for telling Orihime to stay home! She bit her lip, wat was she really but snow and ice? Would her element, the very thing that saved her from life in Rukongi, now make her blood boil with anger? She wanted nothing more but to stop the snow fall, she glanced at Sode No Shirayuki, such a kind sword, but right now she didn't care about anything except for him, she was filled with anger and greif and every raw emotion in between, and the feeeling of those things evolving inside her brought forth the most sickening feeling she had ever felt! It was unimaginable, the pain, the confussion, the simple sickness that flooded her, she wanted to end it all! But he had always cherished her life, why- then she thought of something, the great Romeo and Juliet, she hated tragic love stories, but such an exception as this one must mean something, before she could think she had grabbed Sode No Shirayuki and pulled her next to her, she didn't want to prolong this, after all the sword had always held the better part of her soul, she didn't want to wake the slumbering spirit, she then tugged his head onto her lap, but she stopped, her hand lingered on his face, he was so...cold, not once had he ever felt like this, he had always been so very warm, everything he touched was always warm, everytime he touched her....for a breif moment she remembered his soft touch, how it melted the ice right off of her, but noow he was as cold as the snow surronding her, how she hated the forces that took away the warmest person in her world! No one had ever felt like him and now he's gone! Not even his warmth remained, he was so sickeningly cold, she shook her head vigerously and lifted her blade to her throat, but before she could make that fatal cut, the strangest thing happened, she heard "Silent Night" blare over the speakers of the square, and her blade fell beside her, she broke, the once proud standing Kuchiki, always bent but never broken, had been reducved to a heap of tears laying in the snow, she had no choice but to cry, she would do it, she wouldn't live without him, but for this moment she would mourn, ironically she had never liked the word "mourn" and now she was postponeing her death for it, she wasn't exactly sure wen it happened, but at some point she had fallen asleep,
Warm, she was suddenly so warm, but then she remembered the night before and cracked her eyes open, glanceing around the room, she realized that she was in his room, and in HIS bed, her heart skipped more than one beat wen she realized that someone was tightening his grip on her tiny frame, "Finally awake are you?" he sounded terrible, hoarse and unnaturally quiet, "I-Ichigo?" then again she didn't sound any better, "Don't wear your voice out with stupid question Rukia," she shot straight up, but immediatly regretted takeing her body out of his hands, wen everyone told her that the outside world was cold they meant as litterally as they could, "H-how?! I thought you were dead!" she rasped, she regretted doing that too, Ichigo sat up slowly, "I went to Orihime's after I woke up and found you nearly frozen, I cecked your pulse and wen I was sure that your midget heart was still beating I took off, then we came home after Orihime and fell asleep, by the way, is that why you were crying? You thought I was dead?" "I-I wasn't crying you Idiot!" "Rukia, yes you were, it was so cold outside that your tears froze into icesicles," Rukia cringed, "Um, Ichigo, why are we both..." she trailed off, not noing how to put it, "Oh this? Simple, we were cold and I didn't want you to get hypothermia," "Wat's 'hipo-therma-riha'?" "Hypo-therm-ia! And it's wen you pretty much freeze to death, geez, we really need to sighn you up for a modern health class, who nos wat you'll get into this time of year,"Rukia grinned for the first time in 24 hours, she haad been so stupid the night before wen she- her thoughts stopped, "Sode No Shirayuki!" she sqweaked, "Is safe with the rest of your Soul Reaper powers," he noted, Rukia then realized that she was in her gigai, "I'm not even going to ask how you did that," "Good," a moment passed before he finally decided to take the fatal plunge and ask her, "Rukia? Why were you crying last night wen you thought I was dead? And why did you have Shirayuki next to you?" "I can't live without you Ichigo, it's that simple, so make your own conclusions," she wispered, "Expand that info a little more will ya'?" "I love you you Idiot!" "That's all I needed to hear," he smirked and before she could ask why his brain was suddenly missing, he had locked her in his arms and he was kissing her, they stayed like that for wat felt like too short of time, but then they saw that they had both turned blue, "By the way Midget, I love you too," Rukia smirked now, and curled up next to Ichigo, she was so happy that he was here as her sorce of warmth in this dead coldness of winter

Hidden Rain

NOTE IchiRuki, Rukia's POV, for Bluhart's contest

Do you no why I like the rain?
It's because I can cry with out anyone noing,
It hides my tears,
So I like to cry in the rain,
It all made sense,
It all worked out,
Untill I met him,
And he discovered my trick,
At first I was surprised,
But then I realized,
He new,
Because he cried in the rain as well,
We promised eachother that day,
That we would no longer cry in the rain,
To hide our tears,
We would cry in the rain,
To hide our tears from others,
We would always no,
We would always share our tears,
But only with eachother,
So for everyone else,
We cry,
Hidden Tears

Untill You Came

NOTE: Been a wile since I posted a poem! IchiRuki, Rukia's POV

Untill you came,
And took me away,
I used to feel like,
I was a stray,
I only yell,
Because I'm lost,
And only I,
Pay the cost,
I could hide,
My silent tears,
After learning,
Throughout the years,
But that all changed,
The day you came,
And found me at ounce,
And I became yours to claim,
I could yell,
And fnally hear,
Another voice,
From you my dear,
Only you,
Could hear my tears,
For they were silent,
Like my fears,
You let me laugh,
And let me cry,
You commforted me,
And stayed by my side,
It was all so horrible,
Untill you came,

Breakable

NOTE: My first Twilight peice! It's from Edward's POV

She's very breakable,
Very fragil,
In every possible way,
She tries to be strong,
To be brave,
But she has no reason to be,
Wen I am perfectly capable of doing it for her,
And I listen to her sleep,
The words she says,
The tears she cries,
And it pains me every night,
The worest part,
Is that she never remembers those words,
Those tears,
But I do,
If I acted on my urges to pull her close every night,
She would never sleep,
She dosen't need to be as strong as she wants to be,
Isn't it enough that she's throwing it all away for me?
It really hurts,
But I understand that it hurts her too,
But she's just so breakable,
And even if she can't break phisically anymore,
Her heart is too easily shattered,
She's just so breakable