Hey there, pigeons:
This is PerfaPox, here. Welcome and thanks for visiting my little world.
Name: Well, my real name is Becki
Age: 20 (I'm an old fart)
Height: 5'2''
Location: Texas, United States....No, I don't own a horse.
Likes: Drawing, painting, octopi, anime, manga, YAOI, writing, roleplaying, chocolate, sour candy, antiques, piercings, tattoos, money, sleeping, staying up until the crack of dawn..and more obviously, but why list everything?
Dislikes: Bugs(mostly cockroaches), Annoying/dumb people, condescending people, homophobes, etc.
Want to know anything else? Ask.
Blah, just got back from the orthodontist D: groosss!
They said I was keeping really good care of my teeth, though! :D So I guess that's a plus. I should probably head to School now .__. But I really DON'T want to go. School is stressing me out so much, and I hardly got any sleep last few nights because I stayed up talking to my buds and reading ^^' My own fault, though, right? I SHOULD head to school though, because I WAS able to go in at 9...but I needed to wash my hair and eat xP So, I took my time lawl~
I'm mad because I can't find the picture of Cizren I was drawing =__= GRR. And it was SO good too!
I have so much stuff I gotta draw, though Dx If only I wasn't so sloow! Oh well *sigh* I should go to school now...so I can fall asleep and doodle in my classes :3 yay!
Crap..I think this one thing is due today in my gov. class...but I didn't do it =__= I'm phailing at everything this year.
I should be drawing a picture...but I felt like I would rather take pictures of myself using the laptop xD *snort*
I should probably draw something...yep...
Thinkin about iiiiit....Thinkiiin!
Nope! Nevermind! I'd rather take more pictures and cuddle with my stuffed dog, who is rightfully dubbed "Aeramis" xD
Mmm, it's the simple things in life that entertain me!
I need to get a life xP
HELL YES! I CAN GET TO THE-O ON THE SCHOOL'S COMPUTER!! But, for how long, I don't know xP I'm in my World of Ideas class...and we're supposed to be researching the 'Unexplained'. But really? No one is doing anything. Everyone is talking, some chick is on her phone...and I'm on here. Lawl. I got blown off by this group of girls that sit at my table. Stupid bitches just kind of left me to do their own thing...We're supposed to be working in fucking pairs...not threes...dumb-asses. It pisses me off how inconsiderate they are. Oh well...maybe they'll get hit by a bus~ *smiiile*
I wish Gabe was here 3: Then I could be in a group with him..I'd MUCH rather be working with him than those other girls. He's the cutest thing EVER! He's like...a little shorter than me (I'm 5'2!) and he's got golden blonde hair, blue eyes, and the prettiest eyelashes I've ever seen on a boy xD
He's so silly :3 My friends molest him and I laugh~
Hm..well...Just wanted to post something on here because I was bored and didn't feel like doing my work...Class is over in 10 minutes. Blah, and I forgot my book for Honors English next period...=__=" Oh well I get to see Chayce (my girlfriend) As soon as class is over :) So I'm looking forward to that.
OH! And my friend Matt is starting a GSA club on Wednesdays! (GSA=Gay Straight Alliance) I can't wait, It'll be so much fun!
Okay, I must leave now :3 Buh bye~
I'm honestly really tired of being sick..I've had bronchitis for what..three or four weeks now? I'm almost done with my medicine, and sure I've seen some improvement..but not THAT much..
My throat is still a bit scratchy..and auughh, the freaking awful cough. I guess another bad reason I haven't been improving is because I haven't been sleeping as much as I should..((well, at home anyway..I sleep often at school, ehehe..))
Hopefully, soon, I'll get over it..I feel bad because I gave it(somehow) to one of my friend's moms 3: I'm just a disease spreading cow, aren't I? *le sigh* Oh well..
Augh..and I'm not looking forward to working tomorrow...the people at my job are serious IDIOTS. I haven't worked in TWO WEEKS because they STILL haven't fixed my schedule like they NEED to do because I started school. I want my freaking money, douche-bags! D< At least they can't get angry at me, though...I've told EVERYONE that I could that I can't go in because of school...If they fire me for something that isn't my fault, I swear I'll press charges. I might just look for a different job, anyway...Maybe..If they don't fix it by next week, I'm going job hunting...Who cares if I just started? They need to get their act together because I NEED some money.. -___-
Blah...well...this last bit had nothing to do with bronchitis >>"
*sigh* I miss my girlfriend 3':
Dear Lord.
Today is seriously a big day for me. I can't express in words how excited I am..
For a long while, I've had feelings for one of my best friends. I'm not, by any means, a 'lesbian'. Curious once, indeed, but I was assured later that boys are for me. But the closer that I got to her, the more I started to realize how MUCH I love her...how much I can't STAND to be away from her. I've never loved anyone THIS much before. And at times it terrifies me, and at times I feel so euphoric like I'm just dancing on the clouds.
Today, I've finally made up my mind to ask her to be my girlfriend, and I'm confident she'll say yes. We both share the same feelings, to be honest..It's just until recently, I haven't had the balls to make things official yet. But, this past week I learned a whole lot about myself and my feelings thanks to a huge talk with one of my other best friends. I know that even though my parents might not be pleased, they'll still love me. I know that I have support from so many of my friends. And honestly, who cares what anyone else thinks? I was asked one simple question that seriously opened my eyes: "Is she worth it?" And the answer is YES. God, YES! She's more than worth it. I can say safely, without a doubt...I'll never love anyone as much as I love her..and no one will ever love her as much as I have come to love her.
And straying from being serious, right now: She is just TOO cute! Ah! And so oblivious too! She wants so badly to kiss me, it's really adorable how she reacts when our faces get a wee bit too close, and she thinks about it. She flips out and starts saying "I'm soooorrryyyy!" Augh, she's so funny! She has NO clue that today I'm going to kiss her, and officially--with full confidence-- say I want her to be my girlfriend.
Last night, I honestly couldn't sleep. It's a scary thought to think that in a few hours, I'll be doing all this...but...DAMNIT, I'm excited. So excited I think I might even CRY. Today I'll finally get to see her again(alright, so it's only been 2 days that I haven't seen her..but that isn't the point!) so, I figured this would be the perfect moment to do it. Wish me luck everyone, or at least wish me happiness. Either way, I know I'll have the latter.
