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Hey there, pigeons:

This is PerfaPox, here. Welcome and thanks for visiting my little world.
Name: Well, my real name is Becki
Age: 20 (I'm an old fart)
Height
: 5'2''
Location: Texas, United States....No, I don't own a horse.

Likes: Drawing, painting, octopi, anime, manga, YAOI, writing, roleplaying, chocolate, sour candy, antiques, piercings, tattoos, money, sleeping, staying up until the crack of dawn..and more obviously, but why list everything?
Dislikes
: Bugs(mostly cockroaches), Annoying/dumb people, condescending people, homophobes, etc.

Want to know anything else? Ask.

Lolol, oh gawd newly obsessed.

So, pretty much all day the only things I've done is watch One Piece.

I left my house to go hang out with a friend for a few hours...but literally within minutes of my arrival back home, I got back on Anime Fuel to watch some more.

On episode 35 now :) The crew are trying to get Nami back and such..won't go into details for those of you who haven't watched the series yet (which you totally should.) I'm really starting to gain bigger appreciation for the characters too as well as the art style and the silly looking people. I think it's refreshing that Oda isn't afraid to draw really crazy looking characters rather than make them super pretty. I was talking to one of my friends earlier today about it, and she said 'if the art wasn't so ugly, she might like the series'. But I don't think the art is ugly at all..I'm impressed that Oda can draw this way and still become so main stream! And it's true, some people don't like the series because it IS so odd...but I personally love that!

The only qualms I've got with Oda's work, is when everyone cries...they aren't pretty tears at all, lol. It's kind of gross and I was worried since the crying was so overly exaggerated, that I wouldn't be able to get really emotionally connected in the epsiodes(because I'm picky like that). But boy was I wrong..I'm only on the 35th episode and I've already cried like..5 or 6 times LMAO. God, I'm such a looser...I couldn't help it though! Zoro was just so CUTE when he was little :( and what happens with Kuina...Augh, it was sad!

And then I have to admit...when stupid Don Whats-his-Face was begging for food..I cried then too. I was pretty pissed how that whole fiasco turned out though..Grrr..How dare you make me sad for you when you pull that shit, Don!? D< Gen made me sad too : ( Sanjiiiii, you're too kiind!

GLAD I'm finally learning more about what the dealio is with Nami now..I'm inspired to draw Bellamere..she's so hardcore lol.

Right now I'm currently waiting for MegaVideo to stop being a douche and let me watch more of the series..it has this thing where I gotta wait like 52 minutes whenever i've watched over 72 minutes on it..Which SUCKS BALLS...Because I'm RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE of episode 35..I want to see the rest of it dang it!!!

I have the ending theme song stuck in my head..the 2nd one..they change it after Sanji joins I think..it's so catchy...I used to not like the beginning theme song, but it grew on me lol. Wow, look at all this rambling, haha.

I should really try and draw some more like I said I was going to..hm. I have things I need to upload, but I wanted to do some fresh, new stuff too...Blah. I'm ready for school to be out so I can actually have time for these things.

Mkay, I think MegaVideo will be done acting stupid now..Maybe after a few more episodes I'll start to draw some more stuff..

LOL Favorite Quote At the moment:

"*Dramatic Gasp*....Why does he have a pinwheel on his head..!? That's just TOO cool!" --Luffy

Today is the Day

Dear Lord.
Today is seriously a big day for me. I can't express in words how excited I am..

For a long while, I've had feelings for one of my best friends. I'm not, by any means, a 'lesbian'. Curious once, indeed, but I was assured later that boys are for me. But the closer that I got to her, the more I started to realize how MUCH I love her...how much I can't STAND to be away from her. I've never loved anyone THIS much before. And at times it terrifies me, and at times I feel so euphoric like I'm just dancing on the clouds.

Today, I've finally made up my mind to ask her to be my girlfriend, and I'm confident she'll say yes. We both share the same feelings, to be honest..It's just until recently, I haven't had the balls to make things official yet. But, this past week I learned a whole lot about myself and my feelings thanks to a huge talk with one of my other best friends. I know that even though my parents might not be pleased, they'll still love me. I know that I have support from so many of my friends. And honestly, who cares what anyone else thinks? I was asked one simple question that seriously opened my eyes: "Is she worth it?" And the answer is YES. God, YES! She's more than worth it. I can say safely, without a doubt...I'll never love anyone as much as I love her..and no one will ever love her as much as I have come to love her.

And straying from being serious, right now: She is just TOO cute! Ah! And so oblivious too! She wants so badly to kiss me, it's really adorable how she reacts when our faces get a wee bit too close, and she thinks about it. She flips out and starts saying "I'm soooorrryyyy!" Augh, she's so funny! She has NO clue that today I'm going to kiss her, and officially--with full confidence-- say I want her to be my girlfriend.

Last night, I honestly couldn't sleep. It's a scary thought to think that in a few hours, I'll be doing all this...but...DAMNIT, I'm excited. So excited I think I might even CRY. Today I'll finally get to see her again(alright, so it's only been 2 days that I haven't seen her..but that isn't the point!) so, I figured this would be the perfect moment to do it. Wish me luck everyone, or at least wish me happiness. Either way, I know I'll have the latter.

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