Helloo~~!
So, you know how yesterday I talked about the raccoon in the dumpster? Well today when me and S arrived at school, we checked on the raccoon to see if it's still in the dumpster. When we looked down from the top of the gigantic stairs, we saw that there was a 2 by 6 plank of wood slanted out from inside the dumpster outwards. So we realized that someone from the school, probably a staff, put the plank there so the raccoon could get out. Thing is, there was a huge box that was on top of where the raccoon was yesterday so me and S aren't sure if the raccoon really did escape. I hope it did.
In Math, Ms.P was telling someone to stop talking and then she was like to the other members of that table, "If someone is talking, don't tell them nicely to be quiet, tell them to shut up! I'm serious!" We all started laughing XDDD You don't hear that from a teacher very often. Well at least I didn't. lol
I think T's avoiding me. There are 3 hoops on the school grounds. 2 of them belong to the court and the other on is attached to the school but not too far from the court. So I went to the court to ask if me and S could play, since we went there before. Then, T, who was nearby, went to the other 2 hoops! I'm just like T.T "Really?!" Were all those somewhat sneaky stares have no meaning behind them? I really want to talk to him. I don't want to hold back anymore. I don't care if M.V pulls me to his table so I can sit with her and him. One of my goals for this year is to become his friend, or at least have a real, long conversation with him. That's all I want from him. And myself. *Wishes self luck* So what if he knows? It's not like I'm going to go "*Says in high-pitched voice* Hi!!! *Blows a kiss* I love you sweety! <3" Is he scared that I'm going to do that or something? Cuz I can NEVER do that to someone unless the person is my friend (and I'm doing that to that friend for fun XD) or if a guy is somehow my boyfriend and I'm high. Wait, cross that out, cuz I'm not allowed to have a boyfriend. I'm just allowed to get married... hm...
O-o NO, I'm not going get married now, whoa.
Although, yesterday and today at lunch, I sat at his table. BUT, yesterday I sat at one end of the table while he sat in the other end and today he was sitting in the same place and I sat in the middle of the table. Our tables are very long so I was about, let's say... 5-6 feet away from him. Bleh.
I forgot to say yesterday, that after French class, B suddenly held me by the wrist and pulled me and wouldn't let go. I told her to stop but she didn't. Idk why she held me in the first place lol. But T's class had French RIGHT after my class who just went out cuz the period was over and his class was lining up by that classroom since we have the same French teacher. So then I told her to let go because it looked like I was chained to her and it looked weird and she held my wrist tighter while I tried to shake her hand off and T WAS RIGHT THERE WATCHING THE SHOW. U_U
So yeah C= BLAH CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP
~Ri-chan
Ok so I'm continuing here:
In the morning entering the doors, I had NO idea that T was behind me. So when I held the door without looking behind me, I didn't realize that the voice saying "Thank you," was him. DX And I didn't say "You're welcome." I know this sounds like I'm making a big deal about this but he actually TALKED TO ME AND I DIDN'T REPLY CUZ I'M A FREAKING IDIOT WHO HAS DREAMS AND DOESN'T FULFILL THEM! UGH!!!
Then, at L's locker just before going to the cafeteria for lunch, T was nearby and was talking with M.V and R while I was talking with L. And idk... I noticed that he was there but I suddenly felt extremely shy to take 3 steps to the front and join the conversation. See, I'm an idiot. But in class, R said "While me and M.V were talking to him, he kinda glanced at you in the middle of the conversation." I replied "He was probably just looked at thought 'Oh, that's the girl who likes me... bleh, ok'" :T
Then at lunch, outside, I couldn't find S and A.S because I didn't want to go alone and ask if I could play basketball. So I'll try tomorrow.
My dreams... are so far away... from being fulfilled... so far... away...
~Ri-chan
Hello~!
So today at lunch, there was a barbecue at school. I took a Sprite from home and S bought me a hotdog. ^^
And I was watching T play basketball. I'm not a stalker, so shut up. lol
And then I had this feeling that I wanted to ask if I could play. But the people were in the middle of a game of Elimination so I was waiting for the next game. And I missed it.
But the game after that I played. For some reason, 5 minutes before the previous game ended, T left and played with other people who were on the other side of the court (Elimination only needs one hoop). I played anyway. No matter how many shots I did, I always missed. DX I'm going to practice this weekend when I have the chance.
In Math, we had this problem we had to solve with our group on how this girl is 13 years old and her heart beats 80 times per minute and we had to find out how many times her heart beat in the 13 years of her so far life. Is that needed by the doctor? Idk, who would want to know how many times your heart beat? And what if in one minute, it beat 82 times and your crush walked by and it beat 1234567890 per second? Huh? What if that happens? And that girl obviously never had gym class ever. T.T I have no idea why I'm mad at this.
But anywho, my group of 4 were relying on me to do most of the math equations since they apparently forgot how to multiply with big numbers. Whatever, I was pretty concentrated and into finishing the problem. :O
Also, after school, SOMEONE kept teasing me about how yesterday in my last post, I said T look almost hot in the dark blue sweater and all the lovey-dovey stuff. U///U You know who you are.
Oh yeah, remember how I said I was gonna say hi to him? Well I was going to after school but S and A.S stopped me and said it was weird to all of a sudden say hi to him and it would be awkward. Then a lightbulb went on top of my head and the light shined like "Stupid idiot, a 3 year old would have gotten this idea instantly," and I said "On Monday, I could say hi AND ask him I could play basketball with him! =D" and S gave me a sarcastic "OMG that was such a hard idea to think of! C=" look.
When you're in deep love, you don't think properly. No wonder "love is blind."
So BLAH DERPCAKES, that was my day. PEPSI IS A RANDOM UNICORN WHO EATS DERP CAKES ALL DAY AND POOS RAINBOWS!!!
Exccuse my randomn derping cheese. I'm not high. lol
~Ri-chan
