Hi! My name is K.D., although most online know me as misachan83. I'm 32, and am an author and anime lover. Welcome to the shadows of my creative and sometimes odd mind

I'm a Powerpuff :)

So I saw this earlier and just had to try it out. Now, I've become a Powerpuff girl. Oh childhood memories, and such fun!

Here's the link if you'd like to do it too

A Little Update

Good day my lovelies. Sorry I haven't been around too much in the last two weeks, but there's been a lot happening and I haven't really gotten to be online for it all. Anyway, a big thank you to everyone for the sweet birthday wishes, gifts, and to Judai for the dedications. I feel so loved :)

As for life, well, it's just life for the most part. My other computer is still having problems, so I'm working on the old one for the time being. Sadly, we lost our kitty of 18 years a few days ago too, which was pretty hard. She'd developed cancer, and unfortunately it took her. We have many wonderful memories of her though, and I'm holding onto those. I also have a cat that's almost three, and though I'm mourning my other, I'm glad that she's here. She helps with her companionship.

My kitty cat Sneakers. May she rest in peace.

Anyway, things have been okay, and I plan on being back now. Hopefully I'll be submitting more soon too. It's always fun to see what I can come up with, and to see everyone else's stuff (as I always say)

Just Life in General

So I figured I'd just do some writing in here once again, beings it feels nice to do here and there. I've heard before that doing stuff like this helps with a lot of things too, so I guess that counts for something. Anyway, it's that wonderful time of year again where the weather is weird and my birthday is around the corner. It keeps raining on the weekends here though, which I can't stand because that means we're prettymuch stuck in the house. It'll be great when it starts staying nice. I feel like winter's had us trapped inside enough

As for my birthday, I don't know what we'll do then. Maybe go out to lunch or dinner, considering we do that once in a blue moon. My mom was nice enough to get me two anime series I had been wanting on DVD/Blueray; Tokyo Ghoul and Corpse Party. What's funny is that my daughter's decided that she loves Tokyo Ghoul now (yep, apple didn't fall far from the tree haha). She also loves Kamisama Kiss and Black Butler. She keeps asking me about us maybe going back to Otakon one year, and maybe we can eventually. She went once before when she was pretty young, but she still remembers some of it, and has been itching to go back because it was fun. It would be fun to do it with her again and with her younger brother now. If anything, it's an experience you never forget going to be a big convention.

Well, not much else going on right now, so I guess I'll keep this short. But like I said, it's nice to write things here and there. Besides, I'm hoping to get back to working on a novel that I've been trying to finish too. I want to draw more and make more wallpapers, but I'm kind of stumped at the moment on what to do. I really hate mental blocks for that. Hopefully I can re-download my program on my computer for my writing again soon too, considering that it was uninstalled when it had that major error. I guess time will tell.

Anyway, hope everyone's had a good weekend. Happy Spring!

What a long week...

What a long week....

All right, so I've mentioned that I've had a bit of a long week this week, and it's the God's honest truth too. I've debated talking about it, but in the end, I kind of think that it'll help a little to do so and get it off my chest, so to speak. I will say now that it's quite personal to an extent too, so read on at your own discretion.

So, where to start? Well, I guess the beginning of all of it would make sense. Basically, back in September, my husband and I went through tough times where he was searching for a job, beings his seasonal one had ended. We fell behind on some of our bills, including the one for our car. It was nearly three months before he found work (I have issues of why I can't work at this time, but they're more personal now then I'd like to get into), and needless to say, our car lender was especially not happy. So we ended up working out arrangements with them to pay what we could until we could catch back up.

So, fast forward to this week. Although we'd been paying what we could every two weeks, they were hounding the hell out of us, but that's actually very normal for this company from what we've learned. Anyway, we make a payment monday, and everything is like it always is with them. But then, at 1 am wednesday, headlights show up in our driveway. Long story short, it was a repo man, and he takes our car. What was worse was that he got in my husband's face when he came out there, yelling at him to just go back inside. I finally got out there and he acted more civil to me, and I made sure to at least get what we needed out. My husband ended up calling the police to monitor the guy though, considering that he almost ran him over trying to make him move from the car at one point too. While I know these guys have a rough job and all, this guy was just a little too aggressive, and it was getting ridiculous.

Anyway, we called the company the very next morning because there was nothing we could do at one in the morning, but all they tell us is that we need to pay all of the backed before it could be returned to us. To add to that, it has to be paid in ten days or the car is completely gone, and on top of that, we also had to pay the storage and tow fees. The grand total was over two thousand when it is all said in done. Needless to say, on a fixed income, it's not happening.

As one would imagine, this was the most stress we could have, considering we live on a farm and fifteen miles outside of town, along with two young children. The saving grace has ended up being family though. They got us another car, and it's only ten years old with under 100k miles. Although we're still reeling slightly from the left field stuff of this, we're going to be okay for the most part. I guess the biggest thing about it is that we have arrangements with them and never had any real warning that they were just going to take it. But maybe it was a better thing in the end too. It's less stress on us now, which is good for all of us.

In closing, if you've read this far, thank you very much for listening to my bad luck. I guess it's something that might be hard to comprehend if you haven't had it happen, and I swear I've told the whole truth to it (Trust me, I've heard many people who don't believe that someone was working with a company when their vehicle's taken). Not that I think that would happen here, but I just had to say it because I've seen it happen so many times. Anyway, hope everyone's having a wonderful weekend

A rough time lately...

The way I feel at times…

Good evening my lovelies. I sincerely hope that everyone is doing well through the end of this winter. It’s been nice for me to be back, although I admit that I’m still battling some pretty rough bouts of depression at this time. They say that it’s good for the heart and mind to talk things out at times, so that’s what I’ve hoped to do here briefly. If you don’t want to read, then it’s okay. I just really wanted to talk a little bit about it.

To be completely honest about it, it’s been rather rough for the last few days, though I’ve tried hard to fight it. I can’t really say exactly what’s bringing it on. I’ve struggled a lot, but it’s just been pretty bad lately, and affecting me big time.

On the bright side, I did have a nice visit today with my husband’s niece and her baby, who’s about six months old. That cheered me up a little, and it was fun to be around a small baby again (considering my children are nine and four). But this evening I’ve been finding my mind turning a little sour again, and it’s quite frustrating. I’ve talked to my doctor about it and how I’ve felt pretty hollow a lot of times, and they’re trying to help, but so far there’s not much luck. For that, I’m trying to keep myself busy with stuff around my house and making things, including stuff I share at the ‘O. I kind of hope that it helps in the long run, considering that I don’t like feeling like this.

Okay, kind of short, but I wanted to talk a little bit about that in hopes that it makes me feel better. If you read all of it, then I thank you for that. Good night *waves*