Hi! My name is K.D., although most online know me as misachan83. I'm 32, and am an author and anime lover. Welcome to the shadows of my creative and sometimes odd mind

A Little Life Talk

Yep, this is what I'm kind of like right now

Wow, it's been a while since I've entered anything into either of my worlds. But then, I've been busy with this and that, and really haven't sat down to write anything for them. So I thought I'd just talk a little bit and what not.

First off, a Happy Halloween to everybody (beings its coming up soon). Hope everybody has a good Halloween. This is always a busier time of year for me for transitions with different things in my life, although it's always marked with ups and downs in my moods too. I've just worked hard on staying stable with that, even though it does get hard. This year's been very rough too, and with all of the bad vibes even in my own family for elections and all, I've tried to steer clear of Facebook and even a lot of the news (I've learned throughout the years that politics and religion are terrible subjects for discussion anymore).

I've been trying to work on writing and making more things too, just to keep my mind busy. I've been more on wallpapers recently, but eventually I'll be able to sit down and draw more too. I'm kind of having issues with inspiration here and there though, and I've been curious about whether anyone would be interested in me doing requests for them to help with that. I always do like a challenge, especially with characters I haven't worked with before. I need to do a wallpaper for the "Make it Yourself" challenge, but I'm having a rough time with that. Self esteem mostly, believe it or not. I've got this silly worry that whatever I come up with just won't be up to par with that challenge for whatever reason.

Anyway, other than all that, things have been okay. Like I said, I've been busy, but I still manage to get on here and check out everybody's new work, then browse around the internet and all for whatever interests me. Hope you all have a fun holiday and stay warm with the cold weather that's starting to come!

A bit Frustrated...

So I've been a bit frustrated creatively lately. Although I've been trying to make wallpapers and all, it just hasn't been coming out. Yes, I'm complaining, but I just need to let it out. I've been working on an Iphone wallie for the last few days and I just can't seem to get it to come out. Here's what I have so far:

I have the idea to make it look like he's broken the glass and all, but I just feel like it isn't coming out right? Any chance anyone can offer any input or advice??? I really wanted to to make this work out

Just curious

Okay, so this is probably a strange thing to ask, but does anyone else have times when they do fan art or other stuff like it when they feel like it's just not good enough? I've been going through that a lot lately, even though I know that it should be and that it's the best I can do. Maybe I just don't have enough confidence in myself, but I can't help but wonder if others feel that way and it's just a normal thing too.

How I feel at times when I'm working on something

Maybe it is silly to think that way, but I do. Anyway, just thought I'd put it out there and ask. Honestly, I could use some advice to get myself past that and all. It's not good because it makes me hesitate on doing stuff, and being creative is good for my mind when I'm feeling off.

Thanks for taking the time and reading. It really means a lot :)