Utterly Bored

Pacing the room,
Bored as can be.
What is this feeling...
Taking over me?

A racing mind,
No outlet in sight.
Thoughts that bind,
Make one lose might.

Doubt settles in,
Fear, Isolation.
Don't let it win...
Nor reach desolation.

Wreaking havoc,
There in your brain.
Driving you manic,
Wish you were slain?

Quit it!
Cease this torture!
Blast it!
End the horror!

So strange,
Being ignored...
If this doesn't change,
I'll become...

Utterly Bored.

Ticking Time Bomb

A ticking time bomb.
An explosive sound.
My world destroyed.
Debris and decay all around.

What was the cause?
Why did he come?
To invade and conquer?
To make my insides numb?

Eyes appear through smoke.
Glinting cold and grey.
Squinting down at me.
Demanding I go away.

My heart is to blame.
Betrayal is obvious.
The world can see my love.
These lips are the accomplice.

Forbidden is the cause.
He came to silence me.
Never should I have felt it.
This war inside, make it flee!

You won the war.
You made me leave.
I still care.
But no more will I deceive.

Wires and clocks.
Sensitive, fragile.
Cut these wires.
But be careful.

Cut the wrong ones.
Your fate is set.
With me, you'll be.
Repay your debt.

For I'm a ticking time bomb.
You made me this way.
For loving me.
For telling me you'll stay.

What You Have to Say

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When you have all these people in your life,
When you think all this love is there,
When you try to tell them what you think,
The response you get is bare.

As you go through life trying to strive,
As you put out everything you got,
As you wait for them to stay it stinks,
All you get is squat.

While you try to remain alive,
While you struggle every day,
While you watch everyone blink,
Just remember....
The important thing is what you have to say.

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This poem came to me while I was browsing Facebook and tried messaging a couple people who I used to talk to before and both times they ignored me. It showed the message was seen but they didn't reply and been ignoring me for days now. It's frustrating and I feel as though even though you have people you know in your life, that it doesn't really matter because one day they can just ignore you for no reason that's obvious to you.

You try to show people what you think, do, or want to say and they never acknowledge you since their lives are more important right?

It made me scared to say what I think or feel to these people, or to anyone who acts this way. I went through a time that I never spoke what I thought or felt....just to avoid the let down. My boyfriend talked to me though and made me realize that was no way to live so I started opening myself up once again, but the same thing is happening that happened years ago....I feel as though I should just stop trying to reach out to anyone if all they'll do is just shun me like some dog on the street.

You may have alot of things to say, alot of important things, but what's the point if nobody is going to listen?

Invisible Ghost in the World

So it seems as though I'm just a ghost,
Hovering just slightly above the ground,
Behind those who actually matter,
Quietly Observing.

So it appears that I'm invisible,
Being ignored by those I once knew,
Existing, but just barely,
Silently Moving.

So it is so; I am an invisible ghost,
Floating and gliding alongside
Those who used to acknowledge me,
Ignorantly Existing.

[[Just a small poem that isn't "Gallery" worthy, but how I've been feeling lately. Wanted to write it in a poem instead of a journal ]]

Ode to My Viewers

Hello all!
How do you do?
Have you missed me?
I've sure missed you~

Hello you!
What do you wish?
Do you wish to see,
A lovely new dish?

Hello, hey!
'A dish?' you ask.
Well, how do I say?
It's more of a mask?

Hello, say!
That's it! The key!
A mask of sorts!
One full of beauty!

Hello all!
Please tell me this:
What do you wish,
To see from me?

A piece of art?
A Wallpaper?
An E-Card?
A story?
A poem?
Nothing?
Anything?

Please, I beg of thee,
Let me in, let me see,
What lies within,
What do you seek?
For I will attempt,
With all my heart,
to deliver with truth,
With strength and might.