Ouch </3

So today I finally worked up the courage to tell my friend that I liked him. I started to tell him but then I got nervous. He was all, "I already know." He knew I liked him! Wth?! And he didn't say anything about it. He said, "I'm sorry but I don't want to date right now. I just feel like messing around." It really hurt even though he was nice about it. I cried. *sigh* I really like him. See? This is why I don't tell guys when I like them. I hate rejection.