Ouch </3

So today I finally worked up the courage to tell my friend that I liked him. I started to tell him but then I got nervous. He was all, "I already know." He knew I liked him! Wth?! And he didn't say anything about it. He said, "I'm sorry but I don't want to date right now. I just feel like messing around." It really hurt even though he was nice about it. I cried. *sigh* I really like him. See? This is why I don't tell guys when I like them. I hate rejection.

My brother is an idiot... =_=

...but I love him. A few minutes ago I was in community chat on theotaku and he saw me on it. I typed, "my brother is an idiot" so he would see. He moved me out of the way and took over the keyboard and started typing. He put a whole bunch of stupid things. I bet the people in that chat think I have a split personality. Oh man. So if anyone who was in that chat sees this, my appologies. I DON'T have a split personality. I swear. >_>;;; Speaking of my brother he's been a pain in the ass most of today. He's my older brother (by a year) and sometimes he doesn't act like it. He was talking to his girlfriend on the phone earlier and I heard him say, "I love you". I was all like wtf and started laughing. He told me to shut up, but in a teasing sort of way. I wish a guy would say I love you to me and actually mean it. Like that's going to happen anytime soon. I don't know if my brother meant it or not, but whatever. Oh and then he put me on the phone with his girlfriend. Like THAT wasn't awkward at all. We just talked about him and laughed, but I don't really know her. From what I can tell she's like this beautiful popular girl and I'm just... not. I like to be different and I don't really care much what people think about me. Totally different from her. She better be nice to my brother. If she breaks his heart I'm going to get even with her. I really care about my brother. He might be a jerk at times, but he's the best brother I could ever have. Ugh. This is getting mushy. This is where my post ends. Later.

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