Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

i'm currently working through my mental illness

HELLO!

Well, I have been writing like a crazy person again. Chapter nine is technically not finished since it still needs tons of editing and a change on the ending...but I had an idea and just went right into writing chapter ten, of which there are about 6-8 pages written. I just really like blade! I have had two screens runnign in my mind, Blade and Empty Sound. Although it had been a while since I wrote for ES. I think i'm going to re-write it in first person. I just don't know yet. Anyway Blade is going very well, I'm trying to get it moving a little faster.

I still haven't had any drawings... Before I was drawing but not much writing, now i'm writing without much drawing. I want to get them both on track again!! This is the longest, most tempramental artist's block I have ever had. *sigh* But fear not, I shall prevail.

I just read through ALL of my posts and noticed that I have a surprising number of 'sorry for being gone' posts. That's just sad. I don't mean to leave you guys! But I did find them entertaining, and the title are fun too^-^ I hope you all enjoy that about my posts!

I'm still kinda busy, but things are slowing a little, I have been writing more and now editing my friends story again...I still have a bunch of books to read and then the Twilight movie comes out. So much......but i'm doing good!

See you all soon my loves^-^

HINTS TO THE OBSCURE TITLE: well, me and my mom were out buying things for my operation christmas child boxes and we were waiting in line at the walmart and there was this magazine about britney spears working through her mental illness. And my mom was turnign to me to say something about working through her mental illness and I had been staring at her with this ridiculous look on my face. So she turns and just burst out laughing the checkout line. My mom told me what she had been going to say and then she's like ' apparently it's hereditary' and we kept laughing. And I was like' well we are currently working through our mental illnesses' or something like that. It was so funny! ^-^ Really...it was. 0.o

if you were a marble...

This is a real quick thing, I'm just saying that I'm sorry for being AWOL for a few days and thaqt I will have to vanish again for a little while. I just have a lot to due this weekend. Some specifics, a paper and two projects (one is big--I have to build a working rollercoaster, due tuesday! I haven't even started and I didn't get a partner!) So i'm very busy and I won't be on a whole lot. I'll try to draw some this weekend if I can, and I have a late birthday drawing to do for Meroko^-^ I'll get to that when I can. I didn do one quick doodle yesterday evening, so I may pop that up for you guys to ponder.

BYEBYE! I'm be back when I can^-^

HINTS TO THE OBSCURE TITLE: It just because we have to make our rollercoaster so that a marble can be the car and it has to work....so yeah....

Just a warning, but you may hear light whistleing when i'm near...

Hello^-^ Not are you how? ...if anyone told me how they were then you fail the test and will have to have a frontal lobotomy before you can continue on.

For those of you without cognitive functions then you obviously did what you weren't and were told. So be happy. Play with your brain matter. It's fun (:) ( :)...[he's raising his eyebrows...I know it's weird, deal with it.]

Now for the real point of this post, sorry to disappoint those thinking it was only for self mutilation. Anyway I did post Insane's birthday drawing, incase you didn't know or notice from the last post's EDIT. Yes I’m too lazy to post a post saying it's up, my posts are meaningful...entirely blissful and not morbid little posts. 0. o I said post a lot. Geez, do I keep straying form topic? Yes, it would seem.

Back to issues, I have also written about 12 or so pages of the very first draft for Blade chapter nine. If you've begun foaming at the mouth then you are evidently too addicted to this story...and yet I don't seem to care...huh, weird. ^-^

I have no new drawings, though I have been attempting to draw something...just not sure what yet. However...ooh, I just got an idea right now. And it's from the new chapter too...HAHAHA! Don't worry I won't torture you few, I’ll wait until I put up chapter nine, but then it's fair game! Ooh, I got another one. Man, I’m on a roll!

Well, I’ll shut up now. I must have ruined you too much already. ^-^

HINTS TO THE OBSCURE TITLE: This one has very little to do with the post. See, yesterday I had a doctors appointment and I was telling my mom while we were waiting for the doctor that if any of my friends had asked where I was going and why I would tell them, 'oh just getting all my organs removed. You'll know it was successful if when I stand near you, you hear a faint whistle.' I thought it was funny^-^ And the frontal lobotomy was actually from the same time. My sister was cursed to wait in the waiting room and she would text us asking if we were done yet. And at one point my mom was like 'well once he comes and gives her the frontal lobotomy, we'll be able to leave.' It made me giggle. I thought lobotomy was just so funny to tease people with a few years ago. No one knew what it meant...do you...0.o

...eating plastic...

Chapter eight of Blade is up, for those of you how didn't see the edit I added to the last post. If you're one of the 3-5 who have read it then yeah for you^-^ You guys are my favorite...not so fond of the rest of you though...0.o

Anyway, the main reason I posted this was because today I started writing chapter nine! It's only about two and a half written pages in my nearly full notebook(seriously, over half of it is going to have to be in another book). I really like it so far though. As per usual I still update my sister regularly, so those that like that story I apologize that you weren't born my sibling.

Insane's birthday drawing should be up THIS WEEKEND!! Yes, I will get that thing done and up for all to see.
EDIT: It's FINALLY up!!!!!!!

For you Twilight fans out there, I am so excited to see the movie (aren't you?)!! Every little clip or picture or youtube video I see just gets me even more addicted^-^ If you haven't read the Saga(4 books) then you should, they are so extraordinary and wonderfully written. We eccentric, mouth-foaming fans unite!

BYE BYE!

HINTS TO THE OBSCURE TITLE: This one has very little to do with the post. The story is I was getting ready to put my two little pizzas in the oven and I saw that my mom had put the spaghetti fork...thing on the pizza stone right next to my pizza! I know, so terrible. Anyway I looked at it and pointed with a silly look on my face like 'what the heck is this thing doing so close to me beloved pizzas'. And I said that(sort of) with some what/huh mumbling and she's like 'what, I thought you ate plastic' or something like that. You concerned folk thinking my mother believes I eat inorganic material don't worry she knows I stopped that^-^ This was all a joke though. And I thought it was funny...so boom, title. And then I figured I could incorrperate it into my post when I added in the Twilight section. I'm so excited it's like being too anxious to eat chocolate(or something covered in plastic) and just eating the whole thing to get to the good stuff faster. .....wow I rambled.

the future is promising

alright! Well, chapter one of Blade is up on the Blade world for those curious. Chapter two and three with be coming soon.^-^

YES! I just got the edits from my friend editor on chapter eight back! That means I can have the chapter up sometime tomorrow^-^ Here are the exact words from my editor as a comment. (In the black there is something refering to the chapter's content --spoiler-- ...so if you don't want to ruin it for yourself don't read it!!!! It's not important to the flow of the comment.)

The chapter was awesome! I loved how dialogue heavy it was, as I love that kind of stuff. I don’t why, I just feel like the more dialogue there is, the more real it feels. The memory erasing stuff is very interesting, I’m excited to see more about how all that works. Some of the phrases you used were cool, I pointed out at least one in my editing. Great job as always! This has to be one of the best chapters yet, I just felt it flowed wonderfully and quickly.

So yeah!!! Chapter one is up on the Blade world, two and three are coming. Chapter eight is coming to fictionpress tomorrow!

EDIT: THE CHAPTER IS UP!!!!!!!!!!!

HINTS TO THE OBSCURE TITLE: it says this because one we have all this good stuff coming and because based off meroko's input and my feelings about the chapter, things are going well with Blade.^-^